FallenAngell
- Name
- Alice
- Age
- 17
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- United Kingdom
- Joined date
- April 12th, 2009
Stories
Gone in a moment
Latest update: Part 5 on July 30th, 2009Riot
Latest update: Part 6 on July 3rd, 2009Pain and Misery
Latest update: Part 12 on May 22nd, 2009
Poems
Sweet smelling blood
October 28th, 2009The black abis inside
October 23rd, 2009Unfamiliar Feeling
September 22nd, 2009Sorry i'm not good enough
September 10th, 2009the day you said goodbye
August 19th, 2009Suicide was in her eyes
July 25th, 2009My Bella Muerte
July 21st, 2009Worst enemy
July 15th, 2009Fallen Forever
July 10th, 2009Why so much pain
July 9th, 2009
Journals
I've messed things up
July 12th, 2009Moving - Holiday
July 6th, 2009Gay marriage
July 5th, 2009
About

I'm 17, I am back with steph :) When I say music is my life, I mean it. Music has saved my life. It picks me up when I fall. My Chemical Romance, Bullet For my Valentine, 3 Days Grace and Paramore are amongests my favourite bands, and have helped me sooo much. I cant say I dont fall or I dont want to stay down when I do. But Gerard, or Hayley or Matt or Adam have picked me up.
I wish I never started cutting!! Cutting is so easy to start but so painfully hard to stop! Everyone thinks its easy to stop, but the more you do it the less it helps, so the deeper u go, the more blood, the more addiction!!!!! For me cutting is a release of pain, a way to escape! But what i didnt get was that me cutting my self or selfharming my self in other ways; burning my self, hitting myself with objects, hurts other people.
I'm my own person.I listen to what music i want, dress how i want, act how i want.I do what i want. I drink, I smoke.Its my choice no one elses!! I'm a rebel, An If you dont like it you no were the RED 'X' is so use it. I DONT care what people think about me. If you dont like me then thats your problem not mine. if you like me add me commet on me.

Music- Just a few i like, far to many to list all of them lol xxx
Paramore
My Chemical Romance
3 Days Grace
Hey Monday
Simple Plan
Slipknot
Linkin Park
Nickelback
Papa Roach
Some of the songs I like:
Angel - sarah mclachlan - its a truely beautiful song
concrete angel - martina mcbride - again a beautiful song
secondhand serenade - Fall for you
secondhand serenade - your call
Fort minor - remember the name
Hey Monday - 6 months
Hey Monday - How you love me now
Hey Monday - Candles
Every paramore song
Papa roach - Hollywood whore - i am the one and only hollywood whore ha
Papa roach - Last resort
Green day - Know your enemy
Escape the fate - Ashley

"Hey girls, you’re beautiful. Don’t look at those stupid magazines with sticklike models. Eat healthy and exercise. That’s all. Don’t let anyone tell you you’re not good enough. You are good enough, you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you’re a size 3 or a size 14. It doesn’t matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you’re a good person, as long as you respect others. I know it’s been told hundreds of times before, but it’s true. Hey girls, you are beautiful."
- Gerard Way
“If for one minute you think you're better than a sixteen year old girl in a Green Day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. Remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. You wore their shirt, and sang every word. You didn't know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about.”
- Gerard Way
"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you cant handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
- Marilyn Monroe
"I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so that you will eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes, good things fall apart, so better things can fall together."
- Marilyn Monroe
"If I Ever Go Looking For My Heart's Desire Again, I Won't Look Any Farther Than My Own Back Yard, Because If It's Not There, Then I Never Really Lost It In The First Place."
- Judy Garland
I Believe Everything Happens For A Reason. People Leave So You Can Learn To Let Go, Things Go Wrong So That You Can Appreciate Them When They Go Right, You Believe Lies So That You Eventually Learn To Trust No One But Yourself, And Sometimes, Good Things Fall Apart, So Better Things Can Fall Together.
- Marilyn Monroe
It takes
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____|_ to fall UP
______|_ the stairs...
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______________| (ow...)
Once there was a girl and she really liked this boy, and one day, she finnaly plucked up the courige to tell him.
"Hey." The girl said shyly.
"What?"The boy replied, with a rude voice. The girl didn't care though, she was sure that he would like her too. So she confessed to him.
"I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you." She told him. The boy wasn't happy, he backed away slowly.
"Ok?"
"What do you mean "ok"?" She asked, she wasn't so optimistic anymore.
"Ijust don't like you like that..." He replied simply.
"Why not?"
"I can't tell you... maybe another time..." The boy said, turning away.
From then on, the girl kept asking the boy
"Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later."
Finally the girl got fed up.
"I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me!" She yelled one day.
The biy sighed.
"Do you really wanna know why?"
"Yes!" The girl said, glad that she was going to find out the truth.
"It's because you're uglier than ANYTHING! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty so can u just leave me alone!!?!" The boy yelled at her.
"But... I..." The girl started to say.
"Just shut up and leave me alone!" The boy cut her off.
The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings.
"Hello?"
"Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours." Her mom said to her kindly.
She swallowed down her tears."Alright Mom."
"I love you." She heard her mom say.
"I love you too, Mom."
"Bye."
The girl heads home and once she got there, she went in the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror.
*im not pretty enough...*She thought to herself bitterly.
She set to work, knowing fully well what she was going to do. 2 hours later, her Mom came home and heard the bath water running. She went upstairs to find the hallway flooded so she knocked on the door.
"Honey? Are you alright?" Her mom was getting worried.
She opened the door and was shocked at the site. The bath was overflowing onto the floor, and the water was tinted red. She walked over to see what was inside and screamed. There, her little girl was lying with cuts all over her face and wrists. Her Mom backed away and
was going to run to call the police when something caught her eye. On the mirror it read, "AM I PRETTY ENOUGH NOW?"
COPY THIS IF YOU CARE
MCRmy:
"I will always stand by them no matter what they do or decisions they make... as a die-hard soldier of the MCRmy..I solemnly swear to give my blood,sweat and tears for the sake and well being of Frank Iero, Gerard Way, Ray Toro, Mikey Way and Bob Bryar... " This is for all the kids who doodle MCR lyrics instead of paying attention in class.This is for all the kids who listened to 'I'm Not Okay' on repeat because it made them feel like they weren't alone. This is for all the kids who have seen 'Life On The Murder Scene' twenty bajillion times.This is for all the kids who bought 'The Black Parade' the second it came out and clung to it like a security blanket for a month.This is for all the kids who love Gerard, no matter what colour his hair is.This is for all the kids think Mikey is awesome, with or without glasses.This is for all the kids who wish they could play guitar like Frank.This is for all the kids were worried about Bob when he burnt his leg.This is for all the kids who secretly fantasize about playing with Ray's hair.This is for all the kids who know that as long as there is a My Chemical Romance, they will never be alone.This is for all the kids who love My Chemical Romance with all their hearts.This is for all the kids who wear their t-shirts not just to look cool, but to promote them too.This is for all the kids who saved up their allowance for months, babysat, and mowed lawns to go to their concert and sing every word.This is for all the kids who were never okay.This is for the MCRmy.
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.........|||RIP PANSY! PUT
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-*- Angel Sarah Mclcahlan-*- This song is such a beautiful song, My mate introduced me to it. It is truely a song alot of people can relate to. The first time i listened to it i cryed. Listen to the lyrics closely-*-
-*- If you love her, tell her before its to late-*-
DA xxxxxx




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