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Never.Fading.Rain

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Listening: Turn It Off - Paramore


News: Everything is on hold for the month of November.


NaNoWriMo

Latest update: I will catch up over the weekend! I killed the fairies..
Word Count: 15, 790


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About


Jυѕт A Nσямαℓ Giяℓ,
Wнσ"ℓℓ Sмiℓє Tняσυgн Tнe Rαin
&& Lαυgн Tняσυgн Tнe Pαin..♥



Hey, I'm Melanie. It means "dark" or "black" in French. It's also Greek and German, meaning "dark one" and "darkness". Pretty cool, eh? I live in Ireland, yes that little island full of leprechauns and drunks! :) I love writing, it is not just a hobby but my therapy. Without writing I would most likely go insane, it's such an amazing way to vent your feelings. I am a litte very lazy about updating but once I get going it's ok. Writer's block is my worst enemy. I love hanging around with my friends, but I'm better left alone when in a bad mood. XP Music is amazing, I'd be lost without and I refuse to sing for people.

Don't try to fix me cause i'm not broken.
Don't try to save me cause I've already been saved.
& Don't try to love me cause all i feel is hate.


I have pagophobia - The fear of ice. >.>
I can trip over grass.
It takes talent!
I love ♫music
I love my guitars. ღ
Friends rock.
Sleep is essential, sadly.
I fall off swings.
I don't think before I speak,
I regret it afterwards. XD
I smile alot. ツ
I hide my tears in the rain.
I'm extremely ticklish.
Not only can I trip down stairs,
I can trip up them too! :P
I can sing.
I only sing in the shower, or with my Ipod.
I am Irish. :P
Blankets are cool. :)


And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff.
And in the free fall I will realize
I'm better off when I hit the bottom


Each days a gift
not
A given right.
So LIVE it.

Friends


Kirsty|Louise
Damien|Kelsey
Kelli|Joe
Poems

Mirror Of Tears
Each person sees a different meaning.

Searching To Be Found
Lost in life.

Go To Hell
MCR inspired.

I'll Break
When everyone turns on you.

They Pushed Him Too Far
RIP Nathan. x

Disenchanted
Some say it made them cry.

Destiny's A Bitch
Ever felt like you just can't win?

Barbie Is A Toy, Toys Don't Last Forever
Fakes.

Breaking Point
Sometimes I just can't take it.

Haunted
Everyone has regrets.

Motherly Hate
They're supposed to care.

Rid Myself Of You
My mother annoyed me.

Mask Of Lies
Backstabbers.

Waiting For Those Words... Or Any Words Would Be Nice
I don't like being ignored.

Is It Worth The Wait?
Unrequited love.

Stories

He Was A Boy, She Was A Girl. Can I Make It Any More Obvious?
Characters:
Girl: Kayla, Jodie | Boy: Matt, Alex
Genre:Teen romace/drama
Original: [ x ] | Fan-Fiction: [ ] | Other: [ ]
Rating:
G: [ ] | PG: [ ] | PG-13: [ ] | R: [ ] | NC-17: [ x ]
Status:Updated!

Haunting Mistake
Characters:
Girl: Kate | Boy: ----
Genre:Drama
Original: [ x ] | Fan-Fiction: [ ] | Other: [ ]
Rating:
G: [ ] | PG: [ x ] | PG-13: [ ] | R: [ ] | NC-17: [ ]
Status: May be making a short story out of it.


Contests

My Contests
My Paramore contest --> Click.
My monologue contest --> Click.


Various Contest Entries

Forever Gone
Business Is Business
Hopelessly Hoping
Hope
Little Minds Need Simple Things
Destined For Lonliness
Getting It Back
Sciophobia Scares


Contest Winners

My Paramore contest!
First Place
Brighter by the mad hatter.
Second Place
A Hallelujah Of Sorts by glitter and gold
Third Place
I Think We Have An Emergency by XxXBlackXxxXRoseXxX


My Favourite Quotes/Lyrics


I'm sorry, is this that part where I pretend to care?


I'll put a GUN to your head and PULL the f**king TRIGGER.


I dare you to notice.
I dare you to care.


And you ask why I haven't talked to you ;
Well maybe it's because you slowly
pushed me out of your life
I'm glad you're finally noticing.


I think destiny might have it out for me.
'Cause it always seems to tease me
with the best things, and then rip them away.


There are two great days in a person's life;
the day they're born & the day they figure out
why.


Why don't you try being the one
who has to wonder why all the people that she loves,
don't love her back.


Show them how it didn't shake you.
Break you -
Make you.
Because in this world, letting your guard down
is showing just how WEAK you truly are.


Spring blooms and you find the love that's true
But you don't know what now to do
Cause the chase is all you know
And she stopped running months ago.


Yeah I'm the first to fall,
And the last to know
Where'd you go?


But she must never admit
How hard she really fell.
So as the sun begins to rise,
She wipes her eyes,
Pastes on a smile one that looks genuine
&& once again she pretends that everything is fine.


Force a smile && Blink away tears
I should be strong and have no fears
But Im finding it hard not to frown
Im such a strong person but Im breaking down.


She never really stands up for herself
Shes always taking it all
And no one really knew how she felt
'Cause no one really listens at all.


She's always left out
From those so called friends
In the dark theres no way out
They never really understood her pain.


When I look in the mirror,
I see a girl who's been through so much,
And yet
She still finds a way to smile at the past.
She still loves with all her heart
or what's left of it.
And
When you see her walking in the hallway
I can guarentee you she'll have her head up high
faking a smile just one last time.
And
For all of those people who try to break her, you never will.




Credits

Coding © Irrelevancy Layouts
Content © Melanie
Background © Bigoo
Image © Flickr