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News: Everything is on hold for the month of November.
NaNoWriMo
Latest update: I
will catch up over the weekend! I killed the fairies..
Word Count: 15, 790
Leave me a comment please!
:P I
love people who comment my
stories and
poems. :)
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Hey, I'm
Melanie. It means "dark" or "black" in French. It's also Greek and German, meaning "dark one" and "darkness". Pretty cool, eh? I live in
Ireland, yes that little island full of leprechauns and drunks! :) I
love writing, it is not just a hobby but my therapy. Without
writing I would most likely go insane, it's such an
amazing way to vent your feelings. I am a litte very lazy about updating but once I get going it's ok. Writer's block is my worst enemy. I love hanging around with my friends, but I'm better left alone when in a bad mood. XP
Music is amazing, I'd be lost without and I
refuse to sing for people.
♥ Don't
try to
fix me cause i'm not
broken.
Don't
try to
save me cause I've already been
saved.
& Don't
try to
love me cause all i feel is
hate.
I have pagophobia - The fear of ice. >.>
I can trip over grass.
It takes talent!
I love ♫music♫
I love my guitars. ღ
Friends rock.
Sleep is essential, sadly.
I fall off swings.
I don't think before I speak,
I regret it afterwards. XD
I smile alot. ツ
I hide my tears in the rain.
I'm extremely ticklish.
Not only can I trip down stairs,
I can trip up them too! :P
I can sing.
I only sing in the shower, or with my Ipod.
I am Irish. :P
Blankets are cool. :)
And the
worst part is
Before it gets any
better
We're headed for a
cliff.
And in the free fall
I will realize
I'm
better off when I
hit the
bottom
Each days a
gift
not
A given
right.
So
LIVE it.
Kirsty|Louise
Damien|Kelsey
Kelli|Joe
Mirror Of Tears
Each person sees a different meaning.
Searching To Be Found
Lost in life.
Go To Hell
MCR inspired.
I'll Break
When everyone turns on you.
They Pushed Him Too Far
RIP Nathan. x
Disenchanted
Some say it made them cry.
Destiny's A Bitch
Ever felt like you just can't win?
Barbie Is A Toy, Toys Don't Last Forever
Fakes.
Breaking Point
Sometimes I just can't take it.
Haunted
Everyone has regrets.
Motherly Hate
They're supposed to care.
Rid Myself Of You
My mother annoyed me.
Mask Of Lies
Backstabbers.
Waiting For Those Words... Or Any Words Would Be Nice
I don't like being ignored.
Is It Worth The Wait?
Unrequited love.
He Was A Boy, She Was A Girl. Can I Make It Any More Obvious?
Characters:
Girl: Kayla, Jodie | Boy: Matt, Alex
Genre:Teen romace/drama
Original: [ x ] | Fan-Fiction: [ ] | Other: [ ]
Rating:
G: [ ] | PG: [ ] | PG-13: [ ] | R: [ ] | NC-17: [ x ]
Status:Updated!
Haunting Mistake
Characters:
Girl: Kate | Boy: ----
Genre:Drama
Original: [ x ] | Fan-Fiction: [ ] | Other: [ ]
Rating:
G: [ ] | PG: [ x ] | PG-13: [ ] | R: [ ] | NC-17: [ ]
Status: May be making a short story out of it.
My Contests
My Paramore contest -->
Click.
My monologue contest -->
Click.
Various Contest Entries
Forever Gone
Business Is Business
Hopelessly Hoping
Hope
Little Minds Need Simple Things
Destined For Lonliness
Getting It Back
Sciophobia Scares
My Paramore contest!
First Place
Brighter by the mad hatter.
Second Place
A Hallelujah Of Sorts by glitter and gold
Third Place
I Think We Have An Emergency by XxXBlackXxxXRoseXxX
I'm
sorry, is this that part where I
pretend to
care?
I'll put a
GUN to your head and
PULL the f**king
TRIGGER.
I
dare you to
notice.
I
dare you to
care.
And you
ask why I haven't talked to you ;
Well
maybe it's because you slowly
pushed me out of your
life
I'm glad you're
finally noticing.
I think
destiny might have it out for me.
'Cause it always seems to
tease me
with the
best things, and then
rip them away.
There are two great days in a person's life;
the day they're born & the day they figure out why.
Why don't
you try being the one
who has to wonder why
all the people that she
loves,
don't love her back.
Show them how it didn't
shake you.
Break you -
Make you.
Because in this world, letting your guard down
is showing just how
WEAK you truly are.
Spring blooms and you find the love that's true
But you don't know what now to do
Cause the chase is all you know
And she stopped running months ago.
Yeah I'm the first to fall,
And the last to know
Where'd you go?
But she must
never admit
How
hard she really
fell.
So as the sun begins to rise,
She wipes her eyes,
Pastes on a
smile one that looks
genuine
&& once again she
pretends that
everything is
fine.
Force a smile &&
Blink away tears
I should be
strong and have no
fears
But Im finding it hard not to
frown
Im such a
strong person but Im
breaking down.
She
never really stands up for herself
Shes
always taking it all
And
no one really knew how she felt
'Cause
no one really
listens at all.
She's always
left out
From those so called
friends
In the
dark theres no way out
They
never really understood her
pain.
When I look in the
mirror,
I see a girl who's been through
so much,
And yet
She
still finds a way to
smile at the
past.
She
still loves with all her
heart
or what's
left of it.
And
When you see
her walking in the hallway
I can
guarentee you she'll have her head
up high
faking a
smile just
one last time.
And
For all of those
people who
try to
break her, you
never will.
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