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So hey person of Mibba!Thanks for stalking my page :)
No im actualy serious, Ive come to the conclusion that having a stalker would be pretty damn fun, And not the Killer, Perverted molesting type either!There just creepy!

I must admit this one thing.
Im pretty slow when it comes to technology, It took me about two months to figure how to use my phone, Ive JUST started to get the hang of Mibba, Im useless on facebook and all the other networking sites my friends FORCED me to join. Why cant people stick to msn? Oh...And the new msn confuses me, Grrr, Stupid updated version.

So you might of also figured, Im kinda a pushover, The reason for this.....I have NO clue, I guess its just because agree-ing(I dont know how to spell it) With someone is easier then having a 20 minute argument about something useless, I guess this is why I hardly ever fall out with people.
With this being said, I hardly EVER get angry, Its something I just DONT do, It takes quite alot for me to lose my temper, But when I do, I lose it bad, And im in a crazy lady screaming state until I fall asleep through exaustion, But either 1 of these 5 things usually happen..... I cry, I break things, I hit someone, I get into a state of shaking and not being able to breath, And another thing...I dont what to tell anyone about....I guess everyone has secrets, Even if the 3 secrets of mine are freaking lame, I just dont want anyone to know.

I guess Im pretty lucky, When I came out....Oh yeah, Sorry to of forgotten, But im bisexual, But I just dont see it as something that defines me...Yaknow!?
And NO!
Im not in need for the right man to set me straight!
Or the gifted woman to make me see clearer!
Im bisexual I like guys, I like girls!
Im sexually attracted to guys, Im sexually attracted to girls.
But the thing is...I can only see myself being in a actual meaningful relationship...With a girl!

But yeah, Im pretty lucky when I came out, I didnt lose any (Close) Friends, Just a few stupid people...I mean, Even my HOMOPHOBIC....And I mean HOMOPHOBIC friend daisy is cool with it, Ofcourse she was a little....Iffy at first, But then she said... And I quote exactly "I loved you before I knew you were like....Um...Ya know, But I mean like, The whole time we have been close....You've been...Ya know, So I still love you either way............JUST DONT BE GAY ON ME" Which makes me crease EVERYTIME, Because 1) Our group used to play lesbians when the word gay was mentioned, And usually the lesbain acts were preformed on her... 2) Its funny how when you come out....All the girls suddenly think your attracted to them...Pfft!

So yeah! Theres this girl! Theres always one right!? Well, I like her...No scratch that, I love her! Ive changed so much since ive known her, Better changes, Changes which wouldnt of happened if I never had met her! And the good thing is, She didnt ask me, Or tell me to change, I just did! Because I HATE letting her down! Even if she doesnt admit it! I know when I have hurt her! And Hayley Im actually TOO sorry! She thinks Im the kinda girl to go out and sex anyone, Not care about anyones feeling besides my owns, Finish a relationship if I was catching feeling I didnt want!.....I was! Im not gonna lie, I was a hoe! A quick bump and I would be gone...Never to see that random person again! Someone be head over heels over me, Id break there heart! Because its so much easier to break there heart, Then it is to get yours broked! But no way am I now! I know theres some things you should try and keep hold of forever, And hayley! Your one of them! This very minute were texting eachother, Which never fails to bring the cheesiest smile to my face! I just hope I can tell her how I REALLY feel.....Pretty soon! Hopefully she feels the same way!

So for the time being....Goodbye :)

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