Riot Mind

I'm a very reserved person so I don't talk much, I'm not a very out-going person either I'm the one who you walk into Star Bucks with and while you try to sit in the over stuffed chairs pulls you away making you aware of the bacteria that is undeniably imbedded in it's every fiber while directing you to a varnished wooden chair informing you of it's perks and the facts on why it is more sanitary.
I'm not a germaphobe I just don't like the idea of sitting in a strangers possible illness.

I'm homeschooled and I don't have any social activites so I don't have any friends, what I do have is two brothers that still live at home, my mom, three cats and a dog.
I'm the youngest of six kids which also makes me the only little sister; sadly for them they were hoping for a little sister to have tea parties with and wear dresses whereas they got me- the one who would be caught dead before put into a dress and would rather guzzle gratuidious amount of coffee while playing video games and watching action films... I like to think they struck a win with that though, tea parties and dresses would get old so quickly.

As for who I am I like to think I'm one of the guys, someone who isn't hard to please so long you are using common scense and logic.
If you looked at me you would see that I'm alternative, you might think emo you might think punk a few might think goth and maybe a few would guess artist I really don't care what you think I am so long you don't hold it against me.
I'm a wanna-be-artist I'd love to create a few graphic novels someday, I have loads of ideas.
Eventually I would like to write a childrens book and idealy I would like to do album and cover art for bands and comic books maybe even posters for venues.
I'm also thinking about taking a few courses in animation when I get to art school.

Stuff I like? Well as I said before I love video games and action movies I also love horror movies but mostly the cheesy 60s-80s ones and I'm a avid fan of the classic monsters.
I love monsters in general actually.
Star Wars is my favorite movie series of all time I've watched them sense I was four and they still haven't gotten old.
Lord Of The Rings, X-Men, Batman, TMNT, Indiana Jones and Die Hard are also my top favorites but I preffer the first two Die Hard's
I love musicals like The Cabaret for instance- a movie you can largly blame for my love of theatrics.
I love books I read constantly and throw almost all of my money at the guys at the book store. I quit reading teen novels when I was twelve going for adult novels because they hold such a much better message and are controversial rather than the same old stories of puberty and love lorn teenagers on a mission. Although sometimes a teen novel catches my eye and I buy it for instance 'Interworld' by Neil Gaimen and Micheal Reeves and 'Dark Angel' by David Klass.
I have a mission to read every classic novel I can find by the time I'm 25.
I spend probably way too much time on the computer either reading, writing, drawing or playing computer games so I am as you can guess a victim of the geek tan.
I love dinosaurs and evolution and when in void of inspiration for drawing or writing I read the dictionary.
I dislike Twilight but still love Harry Potter!
Hmm... I love music I listen to a little bit of everything.
I can't say I have a favorite band sound wise but based on the message and the level I can relate to them on I would place My Chemical Romance at the hight of that list.
I can relate to how Way grew up, the isolation, the hour plus rides just to buy a CD or a book or to get a new coat, the art obsession, never quite fitting in and depression.
I like to think that if given the chance we could relate.
I'm not a fan girl to any band I actually think it's disrespectful to be screaming your undying love to someone who is A; already taken B; too old for you, and C; just wants to play.
Go on YouTube look up a Dylan concert and look at the crowd, eyes closed, head back swaying to the music and absorbing the feeling and the emotion and the message not screaming at the top of their lungs at every little thing he does.
Musicians are human, they aren't 'gods' they are people- people who are damn good at what they do and are worthy of appreciation but not warship.
I love punk rock- Dead Kennedy's, Black Flag, Misfits, Bouncing Souls, The Bronx, Anti-Flag, Rancid, Distillers all that beautiful stuff. I'm also a huge Smashing Pumpkins, Nirvana fan.

Stuff I tend to heavily dislike is Hannah Montana although I am willing to admit that if she weren't on every other wall, plastered on every other shirt and in every other tabloid I probably wouldn't hate her as much, the entertainment feild makes it fun to hate her.
Same goes for Twilight, if Twilighters could shut up about Edward Cullen or Jacob Black stop yipping about how hot they all are and Robert Pattinson wasn't on the doors of BK staring out like a hungry rapist I wouldn't spend NEARLY so much time hating it.
But there those MyChem fans who won't shut up about a member of the band and develope these crazy hormonal crushes on them. At that point I throw them in the closet with the Hannah Montana fans the Twilighters and the Jonas girls and throw away the key.
There isn't room on this planet for that sort of insane behavior. There just isn't.
I'm not going to say I hate stereotypes because I use them what I hate is mindless labels slapped on peoples backs without reason or a steady fact.
Don't call someone emo just because they where black, emo isn't a color emo is a whole culture of overly emotional people see what I'm going at?

Anyways yes if there is anything else you want to know feel free to ask and I would be really happy if you would read my poems and reviews.

xo
C

'If souls could vomit I would paint the porcelain of the world'
xoxo
Riot Mind