bloodiprincess
- Name
- Beth Merritt
- Age
- 17
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- United States
- Joined date
- September 12th, 2007
Stories
Fierceness of the Night
Latest update: Part 1 on January 17th, 2009Can't You Hear Her Silent Screams?
Latest update: Part 5 on January 3rd, 2009
Poems
My Cure
February 5th, 2009What I Deserve
January 19th, 2009The Entrance to a Disorder
January 13th, 2009I Will
December 1st, 2008I'll Always Have You
December 1st, 2008Just Like This
December 1st, 2008Waiting
November 10th, 2008Sound of Thunder
January 11th, 2008irony
January 11th, 2008The Dark Sea
January 11th, 2008
Journals
Come watch my webcam show.. Seriously.. XD
January 28th, 2009George W. Bush <-- (my opinion, not as retarded as the title sounds)
January 19th, 2009My Live webcam show.. !
January 10th, 2009ETF Joint Story Idea
January 4th, 2009Bodysnatchers 4 Ever- by Leathermouth
December 29th, 2008
About
[X] I'm Online Bitches
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Hello MIbbians!!!
Now the sun's coming up, just as you're going down:
GoDdAmN tHaT gIrL's A tRaInWrEcK!
My favorites:
music *
- Aiden
- Atreyu
- A7x
-Black Veil Brides OMG!! ITS ANDY SIXX!!!!
- Escape the Fate
- From First To Last
- Green Day
- HIM
- Korn
- Lillix
- Metallica
- Medic Droid
- Mindless Self Indulgence
- My Chemical Romance
- Papa Roach
- Paramore
- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
-The Used
- Three Days Grace

I give you all my heart...
[
* got to love those heels...
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
What Your Handwriting Says About You
You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are
sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and
downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance.
You range from very outgoing to very shy. You are a
shapeshifter who is very versatile. You adapt well, and you
look at things from many angles.
You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get
along well with others.
You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time
with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You
sometimes don't give people enough space.
You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to
change. You listen to your head and your heart.
You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly
what you're getting at.
•
Stereotyping is Stupid
I am the girl who dresses in all black and never got to finish middle school because I was called emo everyday.
I am the friend afraid to tell you that I'm bisexual, because you'de leave me for it.
I am the girl who loves to read and is pushed into the corner and beat up because of what I love to do.
I am no one. Just the kid that was pushed to far at school for being emo and cut a little too deep.
I'm the teenager who was kicked out of her house because I was caught hugging my girlfriend.
I am the woman who commited suicide just before I graduated highschool. Since I'm a CheerLeader, no one suspected it was coming.
I am the athlete evryone expects to be perfect, when in reality I'm sneaking heroin between games.
I am the girl who is called a slut everyday because I can't afford to buy new clothes every year. My skirt doesn't cover what I want it to.
I am the sibling forced to clean their sister's blood off of the carpet. Why didn't I see it coming?
I am the girl who got raped at twelve and am considered a whore because of it.
No one can know this.
We have to keep this secret.
We have to be okay.
Funny huh? Isnt it funny, that when you go
to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a t-shirt that barely covers anything?
Isnt it funny, you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
ISNT IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone. Are you laughing?
Isnt it funny, a emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
ISNT IT FUNNY, that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
im not laughing.
ITS SO FUNNY, that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
ISNT IT FUNNY, that you can call emos, punks, goths the
retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU
SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER"
WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE
OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND
WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD
OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS. KEEP ON LAUGHING
Isnt it funny, you can say and do all this without any idea
of what is going on in this persons life without knowing
her situation with her friends or her family or her LIFE
BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR
BOYFRIEND BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON A
FUCKED UP DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT
THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR
CLOTHES ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND
BEING PROUD OF IT, ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY
WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND
BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET, ITS
KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT
YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT
AND HAPPY FUTURE ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING
AND DODGING RUMORS KEEP ON LAUGHING.
I don't think it's funny at all and if you have a heart you won't either!!!
You're just jealous because the voices are talking to me and not you.... SO there!!!
I'm not a whore! .... wait nevermind..... I'm not a slut... no wait.... Well ... damn!
P.S I never changed, I just got tired of pretending I was happy.
I don't obsess! I think intensely.
Dear Heart, I met a boy today, prepair to shatter.
If you don't like me, there is nothing I can do. Here's a newsflash Honey, I don't live to please you.
All the good ones are either gay, taken, too old for me,.... or famous.... I just never get any luck do I???
We fall for stupid boys we make lots of dumb mistakes we like to act stupid, talk really fast, and laugh really loud. But us teenage girls, we're really going at one thing, staying strong.
Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife
We've fired the bullets, and felt the revenge.
We are lacking the romance.
We've faced the bullies, and we gave 'em hell,
Then hung 'em high.
We've marched down Cemetery Drive
& we are now prepared to march in The Black Parade.
No one loves us, so we don't love you,
and these are our Famous Last Words.

this is who i am
Recently some people have been telling me I'm nothing but an emo whore. Excuse me, but I am not emo!! Wait a sec. Did I just call myself a whore..? Oh well..
Sex Is Evil,
Evil Is Sin.
Sins Are Forgiven.
Let The Fun Begin!!
[] Offline
Hello MIbbians!!!
Now the sun's coming up, just as you're going down:
GoDdAmN tHaT gIrL's A tRaInWrEcK!
My favorites:
music *
- Aiden
- Atreyu
- A7x
-Black Veil Brides OMG!! ITS ANDY SIXX!!!!
- Escape the Fate
- From First To Last
- Green Day
- HIM
- Korn
- Lillix
- Metallica
- Medic Droid
- Mindless Self Indulgence
- My Chemical Romance
- Papa Roach
- Paramore
- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
-The Used
- Three Days Grace
I give you all my heart...

[

* got to love those heels...
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
What Your Handwriting Says About You
You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are
sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and
downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance.
You range from very outgoing to very shy. You are a
shapeshifter who is very versatile. You adapt well, and you
look at things from many angles.
You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get
along well with others.
You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time
with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You
sometimes don't give people enough space.
You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to
change. You listen to your head and your heart.
You are a poor communicator. No one really knows exactly
what you're getting at.
•
Stereotyping is Stupid
I am the girl who dresses in all black and never got to finish middle school because I was called emo everyday.
I am the friend afraid to tell you that I'm bisexual, because you'de leave me for it.
I am the girl who loves to read and is pushed into the corner and beat up because of what I love to do.
I am no one. Just the kid that was pushed to far at school for being emo and cut a little too deep.
I'm the teenager who was kicked out of her house because I was caught hugging my girlfriend.
I am the woman who commited suicide just before I graduated highschool. Since I'm a CheerLeader, no one suspected it was coming.
I am the athlete evryone expects to be perfect, when in reality I'm sneaking heroin between games.
I am the girl who is called a slut everyday because I can't afford to buy new clothes every year. My skirt doesn't cover what I want it to.
I am the sibling forced to clean their sister's blood off of the carpet. Why didn't I see it coming?
I am the girl who got raped at twelve and am considered a whore because of it.
No one can know this.
We have to keep this secret.
We have to be okay.
Funny huh? Isnt it funny, that when you go
to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a t-shirt that barely covers anything?
Isnt it funny, you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
ISNT IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone. Are you laughing?
Isnt it funny, a emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
ISNT IT FUNNY, that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
im not laughing.
ITS SO FUNNY, that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
ISNT IT FUNNY, that you can call emos, punks, goths the
retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU
SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER"
WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE
OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND
WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD
OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS. KEEP ON LAUGHING
Isnt it funny, you can say and do all this without any idea
of what is going on in this persons life without knowing
her situation with her friends or her family or her LIFE
BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR
BOYFRIEND BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON A
FUCKED UP DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT
THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR
CLOTHES ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND
BEING PROUD OF IT, ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY
WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND
BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET, ITS
KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT
YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT
AND HAPPY FUTURE ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING
AND DODGING RUMORS KEEP ON LAUGHING.
I don't think it's funny at all and if you have a heart you won't either!!!
You're just jealous because the voices are talking to me and not you.... SO there!!!
I'm not a whore! .... wait nevermind..... I'm not a slut... no wait.... Well ... damn!
P.S I never changed, I just got tired of pretending I was happy.
I don't obsess! I think intensely.
Dear Heart, I met a boy today, prepair to shatter.
If you don't like me, there is nothing I can do. Here's a newsflash Honey, I don't live to please you.
All the good ones are either gay, taken, too old for me,.... or famous.... I just never get any luck do I???
We fall for stupid boys we make lots of dumb mistakes we like to act stupid, talk really fast, and laugh really loud. But us teenage girls, we're really going at one thing, staying strong.
Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife
We've fired the bullets, and felt the revenge.
We are lacking the romance.
We've faced the bullies, and we gave 'em hell,
Then hung 'em high.
We've marched down Cemetery Drive
& we are now prepared to march in The Black Parade.
No one loves us, so we don't love you,
and these are our Famous Last Words.

this is who i am
Recently some people have been telling me I'm nothing but an emo whore. Excuse me, but I am not emo!! Wait a sec. Did I just call myself a whore..? Oh well..
Sex Is Evil,
Evil Is Sin.
Sins Are Forgiven.
Let The Fun Begin!!
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