The.nOn.LoVeR
- Name
- Summer
- Age
- 14
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- where nothing can touch me.
- Joined date
- October 4th, 2007
Poems
This Feeling Inside Me
November 30th, 2008lifeline
November 30th, 2008Where?
November 30th, 2008Product Of My Own Design
November 30th, 2008Saving Me
November 15th, 2008No More Love Songs
November 15th, 2008Why Won't You See?
November 15th, 2008Impossible
November 15th, 2008Stand A Little Bit Taller
November 15th, 2008I Get It
November 15th, 2008
Friends
LiNaMaRiE
brain trauma 101
Standing Ovation
EmoticFreak
FallenAngel101
Lost_In_Love
Mikey-lover
neon filth.
always downpour.
polkadotq13
Porcelain Heart
theused
The_Coolest_Loser
scum''
xdinos_kill_dinosx
piccolosrock2much
EasyTargetxx
kittylol13MelithonkaAbout
My name is Summer, I'm the girl you see in the hallways, but dont wave to, because I dont fit in. I'm the girl that can always seem to cheer up others, even if that makes me feel worse about myself. I'm the girl that puts on a fake front for everybody else to see, to be accepted. But you probably didnt know that.
When you look at me, the first word you'd probably think of to describe me would be... "prep" I look preppy. From the blonde hair *which is natural by the way* all the way to the high heeled shoes. But I'm not a preppy person. Just because I look and dress a certain way, doesnt describe me in the least. I dont like labels as it is. They only get the outside view on a person, and most of the time their incorrect.
I've struggled through a lot in my life, things that I probably didnt deserve. But I'm strong enough to deal with those things, and I know that for a fact. Looking at me, and my shortness, you probably wouldn't think I could handle too much. But I'm one of the strongest people you'll ever meet, emotionally. I'm not too bad at pulling my own weight in life. I'm not afraid of death. I'm afraid of simply existing, and never living life to the fullest.
I love talking to people, and I'm good at offering advice. I always listen, no matter what. message me someday, here, or on AIM. my screen name~ SummerRose519. Knock yourself out. I'm good at listening and offering advice when you need it.
The only problem with that, is sometimes I get so obsessed with helping others, I refuse to get help myself. Ask some of my best friends. They'll vouch for that. I would much rather listen to you ramble about your life for 2 hours, than have me talk for 15 minutes about one of my problems. I have self esteem issues, and I put myself down a lot. But its simply the way I am. If you dont want to accept that, then I dont need you as a friend.
I am one of the most stubborn people in the world when I want my way. The fact that I'm a taurus, and half italian, with 2 stubborn parents, doesnt help that situation. You will not get me to do something I don't want to. thats just the way I am. I dont let people get away with bullshit either. You can call me a bitch or an asshole or whatever you want to, but I dont put up with people disrespecting me or my friends. I dont live my life that way.
I love music, but don't ask me what my favorite band or artist or style of music is. I listen to it all. I have no favorite. I listen to whatever is on shuffle on my ipod, whatevers on the radio, or whatever music is downloaded onto my computer. I don't have a preference.
I live by quotes. Quotes written by other people explain me better than I can explain myself, and I randomly use quotes in a conversation. Down below are a ton. Have fun.
Thats about all I have to say, anything else you want to know, message me. Want to talk? message me. Have a question? message me. I write poems. Read them. comment them, offer advice.
i am nowhere near perfect.
i eat when i am bored.
i fall for boys easily.
i'm vulnerable to believing lies.
i'm hoping that one day i wont need a fake smile
i live by quotes that describe exactly what i'm going through
i make up excuses for everyting.
i have best friends and enemies,
i have DRAMA and MEMORIES.
i am an average teenager
and thats life.
live it, love it, learn from it.
i'm not a perfect girl. my hair doesnt stay in place, i spill a lot of things. i'm pretty clumsy && sometimes i have a broken heart. my friends and i sometimes fight, && maybe some days nothing goes right. but when i think about it, and take a step back, i remember how truly amazing life is, and maybe, just maybe, i like being unperfect.
one day your going to want that girl. the girl that knew she wasnt perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. the girl that sees your flaws, but values them just as much... as your strengths. the girl that still cant bring herself to hate you, even though you probably deserve it.
just because she comes off strong, doesnt mean she didnt fall asleep crying, and even though she acts like nothings wrong, maybe, just maybe, she's really good at lying.
secret # 1 sometimes i look cold, just so you'll hold me
secret # 2 she needs to hear that she's beautiful
secret # 3 all i want is someone who will love me endlessly
secret # 4 life was so much easier when boys had cooties
secret # 5 i would rather argue with you, than kiss someone else
secret # 6 its every girls dream for a guy to call her at 3 am just to say "i love you"
secret # 7 smiles and makeup cover so much these days
secret # 8 its hard to have no one want to hold you when you feel alone
secret # 9 sometimes all i want to do is run away
secret # 10 i spend too much time thinking about things that will never happen, and dressing up for the boy that will never care
secret # 11some things you cant see with your eyes, only with your heart
secret # 12 i talked louder and laughed harder just to get you to look my way
secret # 13 we often ignore those who want us, and crave for those who dont
secret # 14 she might say that she hates him, but inside she would die without him
secret # 15 all she wants to hear is that you miss her when she's not around
secret # 16 im so scared that i'll want to love you forever, and you'll only want me for a few moments of your life
secret # 17 im slowly teaching myself how to breathe when im around you
secret # 18 shes the type of girl, who will try her hardest not to like you, but will just end up falling harder
secret # 19 i miss you, more than you know.
secret # 20 if he takes the time to argue with you, then he cares about you more than you think
dont worry about the people in your past, theres a reason they didnt make it to your future
the truth is, people dont change. they only become more of who they really are.
sometimes when i say "im fine" i want somebody to look me in the eyes, and say "tell the truth"
im a daughter hiding my depression. im a sister trying to make a good impression. im the girl sitting next to you. im the one asking you to care. im your best friend, hoping you'll be there.
The Truth is, we hide because we want to be found; we walk away to see who will follow us, and we let our hearts get broken to see who cares enough to fix them.
they always say, "dont give up. it will make you that much stronger." the only problem is, i dont want to be strong. it seems the stronger i get, the more im forced to deal with.
I'm sorry that I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry that I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a pornstar for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on but most of all I'm sorry that you can't accept me for who I am
92% of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch decided breathing wasn't cool. Put this in your profile if you would be one of the 8% laughing hysterically in the background.
92% of teens turn to rap music, if your part of the 8% that rock out every day add this to your signature.
95% of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in. If you're part of the 5% who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile.
(\__/)
(='.'=) This is Bunny. Put him on your
(*)_(*) homepage and help him on his
way to WORLD DOMINATION
What boys think girls should know..
We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us,
and some random guy walks into the room
and you jump up and tackle him,
without even introducing us, yeah,
it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there
and talk to him for ten minutes without
even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you,
but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is.....
confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood I’m in.
let us pay for you!
Don’t "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and
say "thank you."
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking,
we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place,
you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have
or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and
not what you are.
honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful
when she's just in her pj's.
or my t-shirt and boxers,
not all dolled up
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.
See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hot Morris Chesnutt,
Brad Pitt, or
Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with "Hey handsome!" instead of
"Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or
whatever else you can think of.
Girls, I cannot stress this enough:
if you aren't being treated right by a guy,
don’t' wait for him to change.
ditch his sorry,
disgrace
to the male population ass
and find someone who will
treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they’re doing
just to look you in the eyes....and say
"I love you" ..
and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance
When you look at me, the first word you'd probably think of to describe me would be... "prep" I look preppy. From the blonde hair *which is natural by the way* all the way to the high heeled shoes. But I'm not a preppy person. Just because I look and dress a certain way, doesnt describe me in the least. I dont like labels as it is. They only get the outside view on a person, and most of the time their incorrect.
I've struggled through a lot in my life, things that I probably didnt deserve. But I'm strong enough to deal with those things, and I know that for a fact. Looking at me, and my shortness, you probably wouldn't think I could handle too much. But I'm one of the strongest people you'll ever meet, emotionally. I'm not too bad at pulling my own weight in life. I'm not afraid of death. I'm afraid of simply existing, and never living life to the fullest.
I love talking to people, and I'm good at offering advice. I always listen, no matter what. message me someday, here, or on AIM. my screen name~ SummerRose519. Knock yourself out. I'm good at listening and offering advice when you need it.
The only problem with that, is sometimes I get so obsessed with helping others, I refuse to get help myself. Ask some of my best friends. They'll vouch for that. I would much rather listen to you ramble about your life for 2 hours, than have me talk for 15 minutes about one of my problems. I have self esteem issues, and I put myself down a lot. But its simply the way I am. If you dont want to accept that, then I dont need you as a friend.
I am one of the most stubborn people in the world when I want my way. The fact that I'm a taurus, and half italian, with 2 stubborn parents, doesnt help that situation. You will not get me to do something I don't want to. thats just the way I am. I dont let people get away with bullshit either. You can call me a bitch or an asshole or whatever you want to, but I dont put up with people disrespecting me or my friends. I dont live my life that way.
I love music, but don't ask me what my favorite band or artist or style of music is. I listen to it all. I have no favorite. I listen to whatever is on shuffle on my ipod, whatevers on the radio, or whatever music is downloaded onto my computer. I don't have a preference.
I live by quotes. Quotes written by other people explain me better than I can explain myself, and I randomly use quotes in a conversation. Down below are a ton. Have fun.
Thats about all I have to say, anything else you want to know, message me. Want to talk? message me. Have a question? message me. I write poems. Read them. comment them, offer advice.
i am nowhere near perfect.
i eat when i am bored.
i fall for boys easily.
i'm vulnerable to believing lies.
i'm hoping that one day i wont need a fake smile
i live by quotes that describe exactly what i'm going through
i make up excuses for everyting.
i have best friends and enemies,
i have DRAMA and MEMORIES.
i am an average teenager
and thats life.
live it, love it, learn from it.
i'm not a perfect girl. my hair doesnt stay in place, i spill a lot of things. i'm pretty clumsy && sometimes i have a broken heart. my friends and i sometimes fight, && maybe some days nothing goes right. but when i think about it, and take a step back, i remember how truly amazing life is, and maybe, just maybe, i like being unperfect.
one day your going to want that girl. the girl that knew she wasnt perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. the girl that sees your flaws, but values them just as much... as your strengths. the girl that still cant bring herself to hate you, even though you probably deserve it.
just because she comes off strong, doesnt mean she didnt fall asleep crying, and even though she acts like nothings wrong, maybe, just maybe, she's really good at lying.
secret # 1 sometimes i look cold, just so you'll hold me
secret # 2 she needs to hear that she's beautiful
secret # 3 all i want is someone who will love me endlessly
secret # 4 life was so much easier when boys had cooties
secret # 5 i would rather argue with you, than kiss someone else
secret # 6 its every girls dream for a guy to call her at 3 am just to say "i love you"
secret # 7 smiles and makeup cover so much these days
secret # 8 its hard to have no one want to hold you when you feel alone
secret # 9 sometimes all i want to do is run away
secret # 10 i spend too much time thinking about things that will never happen, and dressing up for the boy that will never care
secret # 11some things you cant see with your eyes, only with your heart
secret # 12 i talked louder and laughed harder just to get you to look my way
secret # 13 we often ignore those who want us, and crave for those who dont
secret # 14 she might say that she hates him, but inside she would die without him
secret # 15 all she wants to hear is that you miss her when she's not around
secret # 16 im so scared that i'll want to love you forever, and you'll only want me for a few moments of your life
secret # 17 im slowly teaching myself how to breathe when im around you
secret # 18 shes the type of girl, who will try her hardest not to like you, but will just end up falling harder
secret # 19 i miss you, more than you know.
secret # 20 if he takes the time to argue with you, then he cares about you more than you think
dont worry about the people in your past, theres a reason they didnt make it to your future
the truth is, people dont change. they only become more of who they really are.
sometimes when i say "im fine" i want somebody to look me in the eyes, and say "tell the truth"
im a daughter hiding my depression. im a sister trying to make a good impression. im the girl sitting next to you. im the one asking you to care. im your best friend, hoping you'll be there.
The Truth is, we hide because we want to be found; we walk away to see who will follow us, and we let our hearts get broken to see who cares enough to fix them.
they always say, "dont give up. it will make you that much stronger." the only problem is, i dont want to be strong. it seems the stronger i get, the more im forced to deal with.
I'm sorry that I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry that I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a pornstar for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on but most of all I'm sorry that you can't accept me for who I am
92% of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch decided breathing wasn't cool. Put this in your profile if you would be one of the 8% laughing hysterically in the background.
92% of teens turn to rap music, if your part of the 8% that rock out every day add this to your signature.
95% of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in. If you're part of the 5% who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile.
(\__/)
(='.'=) This is Bunny. Put him on your
(*)_(*) homepage and help him on his
way to WORLD DOMINATION
What boys think girls should know..
We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us,
and some random guy walks into the room
and you jump up and tackle him,
without even introducing us, yeah,
it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there
and talk to him for ten minutes without
even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you,
but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is.....
confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood I’m in.
let us pay for you!
Don’t "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and
say "thank you."
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking,
we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place,
you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have
or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and
not what you are.
honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful
when she's just in her pj's.
or my t-shirt and boxers,
not all dolled up
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.
See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hot Morris Chesnutt,
Brad Pitt, or
Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with "Hey handsome!" instead of
"Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or
whatever else you can think of.
Girls, I cannot stress this enough:
if you aren't being treated right by a guy,
don’t' wait for him to change.
ditch his sorry,
disgrace
to the male population ass
and find someone who will
treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they’re doing
just to look you in the eyes....and say
"I love you" ..
and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance
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