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Name
ARay {Scruffy...The Janitor}
Age
14
Gender
Female
Location
Zimbabwe/Canadia/Prescott/Hell
Joined date
February 14th, 2007

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"Angel" X-------------------------------------------------------------- Go On... Click it... ITS SO FUCKING TEMPTING!





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See that dude? Yeah... That's my hobo. Well no.. Not hobo... He's my hubby whether you like it or not. I love him so very much and you are very jealous.. Though he did leave me here to get asked out by Will again and go through more boy drama. But that's Joey. He means the world to me and you fuck with him and I'll fuck you right up.
The Joey Section

My Joey is a writer. He is the most amazing thing to ever happen to me. He is PERFECT. An Angel among us humans. Our four month anniversary is December 3rd and I absolutely love him. He is my brand of crack. He is my life. My everything, anything forever and always. I cannot live with out him. He moved to Mesa. He has my heart. I will marry him someday. I want to spend my life with him... Even if I have to give up being Eternal. I will never let him fall. He is tall. He is thoughtful. He got me sick. He's asthmatic just like me. Being without him is like BELLA without EDWARD
I
LOVE
HIM



Marry me AngelStay with me forever Never let me go and hold me to the end lets get married?
[o]Until my last moonrise, Until your last sunset I will love you. [sup]Joey[/sup]& [sub]Ray[/sub] July 3, 2008 [/o]
If You Ever Felt Alone If You Ever Felt Rejected If You Ever Felt Confused If You Ever Felt Anxious If You Ever Felt Wrong If You Ever Felt Wronged If You Ever Felt Unclean If You Ever Felt Angry If You Ever Felt Ashamed If You Ever Felt Curious If You Ever Felt Used Be Prepared To Feel Revenge Feel The Romance My Brutal Romance My Beautiful Romance My Innocent Romance My Childish Romance My Miserable Romance My X-Rated Romance My Harlequin Romance My Selfish Romance♥ My Chemical Romance ♥



She spends her
Nights crying
She spneds her
Days lying

She covers all
The pain inside
A fake smile for
Each tear she's cried

If there was a number
For all the times
The people around her
Committed these crimes

Surely then
She might live
Inside her dying
Heart will always give

Each time she
Hears that voice
Her heart makes
That choice

The one to live
The one to die
The one to stop
Her suicide

A story is told
A heart is killed
Anything
For Life's will

She spends her
Nights living
She spends her
Days giving

More and more
To each fake smile
More and more
All the while

She tells of
Her Mentors
Think of her
Adventures

Cross your veins
And Pray to Live
We take so much
What do we give

Life is meant
To be a Joke
We aren't whole
So are we broke?

He spends his
Nights thinking
He spends his days
Drinking

In all of
His life
The pain behind
Her every lie

What lies do those eyes hold
What pain is in that heart
Where does it have to end
Why does it have to start?

In life we go through things
None of us ever should
In life we go through things
Some of us never could

In life we'll always hurt
There will always be pain
Thankfully in life
There will Always be the Rain

Some times in life
Its time to cry
On the days
You just can't try

Life now
is so different froem then
Life now
No who knows what's happened

Everthing in Life
Is not a lie
Everything in life
Makes you try

She turns to her friend
He saves her by the night
Slowly returning
Light to her life

And as her soul wanders
She meets and Angel
And he began to catch her
As she fell

Not only catching her
But her tears two
Soon the pieces
Fit like new

Life became a blur
And she became numb
Quite like a piece
Of chewing gum

He tried so hard
To bring back the life
He worked for so long
To put in that light

But with each passing moment
And each tear she shed
Her Angel would find her
More and more dead

Dying inside
She turned to him
Little did they know
No one could win

What happened next
Was magical
It must have been
A miracle

He wante to love her
To break the mask
And he succeeded on
The second task

The first was hard
But yet completed
Her life began a new
Internal Death defeated

He loved her
She trusted him
Slowly they let
A new chapter begin

And as it moved forward
These lovers felt light
Like a fresh Rain
On a summer night

They couldn't see the future
But they didn't care
As long as the other
Was right there

As each day passed
And each night flew
The love would stay
Between the two

There was days few
Where he couldn't help her
For his love
It was her shelter

If he left her
Surely then she would die
It could only be
A suicide

He days grew numbered
As the pain built
She wanted to take
A sword by its hilt

And thrust it through
He pained frame
For life and Death
It's all the same

He tried to keep
Her held safe
Forever in his arms
Hoping she would take

And as she lay
Up late at night
Thinking and dreaming
Of his light

He lay and think
Of her too
They many ways to say
I love you

Just to hear I love you
Fall softly from his lips
Just to hear I love you
Warmly in his kiss

Just to hear I love you
Forever in his touch
Just the simple I love you
Meant so much

Never would her leave her
Forever her Angel
Eternally by his side
She was forever his as well

The Angel
The Human
The man
The woman

Pefectly matched
A married pair
Never leaving
Eternally there

Now I must share
As this is the closing
How true this is
And the lack of imposing

She is I
And He is He
Together forever
We make We

Always in his arms
Forever by his side
Living only for the moment
Not tomorrow night

I
Love
You

Me?
My name is Aurelleah, it isn't Ariel, not Arelly and it sure as shit ain't Ariella. It's Ay-Ray-Lee-Uh. Aurelleah, if you don't recognize the spelling try Aurelia. More common.


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I go to school at Bradshaw. Though Joey moved to Mesa I still love him. Fuck you if you don't like it.

I go by names like:
Ray
ARay (Ay-Ray)
ARae
Arae
Rae
Ray Ray
Rae Rae
Railey
AReli (Uh-Rell-Ee)
Leah
AJ

I like cookies...

I think I'm losing weight.. My jeans are falling off...


Jacob isn't taller than me.

I'm a smart blonde.

4.0 but I'm an idiot...Don't Ask!
Hm...
I watch Futurama and am so pissed Adult Swim took it off. I also like Bleach.. I finished watching the series and now I'm just waiting to see what happens.

I like black...for many reasons you want to know? Ask...


I'm weird, crazy, hyper, loving, stupid, individual, blonde.

I love books, my piano, cherry pie, Skittles, my mom, music, movies, Blonde jokes, this guy called Joey who loves me sooo much Love ya Joe Joe!.


Sharpest Lives: Kris
Joey Moncada: Joey
Joey Moncada: That's what she said.
Sharpest Lives: That's what he said.
Joey Moncada: That's what she said he said
Sharpest Lives: Pft. He told me that that's what she said he said. But she lied.
Joey Moncada: She told me he said she would say he said that, so she said he said it though he said she said it, but he was lying, so whatever she said he said he never said
Sharpest Lives: That's what he said.

SMOTHER ME
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"Whatya gonna do? Nice college boy, eh? Don't wanna get mixed up in the family business? Now you wanna gun down a police captain because he slapped you in the face a little bit, huh? Whataya think this is, the Army, where you shoot 'em a mile away? You gotta get up close like this... badaBING! you blow their brains all over your nice Ivy League suit. C'mere... you're taking this very personal."



Sonny to Michael




"I never wanted this for you. I work my whole life--I don't apologize--to take care of my family, and I refused to be a fool, dancing on the string held by all those bigshots. I don't apologize--that's my life--but I thought that, that when it was your time, that you would be the one to hold the string. Senator Corleone; Governor Corleone. [Michael: Another pezzonovante] Well, this wasn't enough time, Michael. It wasn't enough time. [Michael: We'll get there, pop. We'll get there.]"


Don Vito and Michael conversing in the garden


Don:"My wife is crying upstairs. I hear cars coming to the house. Consiglieri of mine, I think you should tell your Don what everyone seems to know." / Tom:"I didn't tell Mama anything. I was about to come up and wake just now and tell you." / Don:"But you needed a drink first." [Tom nods] "And now you've had your drink." / Tom:"They shot Sonny on the causeway. He's dead."


Tom telling the Don about Sonny's killing




Every word is part of a picture.



Every sentence is a picture.


All you have to do is let your imagination put them together.




~The Mighty.


I listen to: (WARNING: This is a long ass fucking list)

GREEN DAY, FALL OUT BOY, MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, PANIC!AT THE DISCO, THE ALMOST, LINKIN PARK, HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS, U2 ,SIMPLE PLAN, DIXIE CHICKS, WEIRD AL, PHIL COLLINS, JONAS BROTHERS ,JESSE MCCARTNEY, PAPA ROACH ,PARAMORE,
RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS
, THE ACADEMY IS..., PLAIN WHITE T'S, THE KILLERS, DAUGHTRY, THE RAMONES, NICKELBACK, 3 DOORS DOWN, COBRA STARSHIP, HUEY LEWIS AND THE NEWS, MICHAEL JACKSON, PRINCE, THE FRAY, PINK, AFI, MAROON 5, MATCHBOX 20,Madina Lake,
,AND MUCH MORE


I like: music, chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream...oh and color







Frank: "Has goldfinger ever had a flock of mooses advancing on him? It's a terrifying sight."
Mikey: "That's not the plural of moose, it's moosi."
Gerard: "Fuck off, it's meese."
Mikey: Fuck you!
Gerard: Fuck yourself!
Mikey: Go fuck a cow!
Gerard: Go fuck a toaster and turn it on!
Mikey: Go fuck your mom!
Gerard: She's your mom too, dumbass!




My Joey is a poet and I love him very much. He wrote this for me and each time I read it I cry because it's beautiful:

Aurelleah
Through Hell I've found my Heaven
In Shadows my Rebirth
My smile Everlasting
My Angel of the Earth
Who has a kiss so fatal
To this newly reborn heart
And with your touce I've notice
That it will not fall apart
My Rose, My Star, my Darling
Mi Amor, Mi Amor, Mi Amor
Sing now of what we've started
I adore, I adore, I adore
Help pen my newfound chapter
No other shall I take
You are my new beginning
A future we can make
Take my hand, my darling
And take me from this place
Hold me now, my darling
And save me with Love's grace
Save me from my Sorrow
Take me how I am
No more lonely darkness
You trully understand
Take me now, my Angel
Take me up above
Hold me now, my Angel
And I'll show you all my Love
Mi Amor, te Amo



Not to much you need to know about me.
I'm in Freshman Year and I live in Prescott Valley Arizona so yeah.... I might be moving to Prescott. I don't want to . I like where I'm at . I've never really lived in an enviroment long enough to call it home so I'm used to it but I would like to stay there settle with my family and stay with all my friends... I'm not worried about what happens to me without them, I already know what would happen to me I'm more worried about what would happen to them.




I am in all things myself. I am in all things an individual. I am above all in love. I supposed you could say that I jump into things head on but you know what? I don't care anymore. I have found a reason to let myself breathe. Let myself smile. Let myself be caught off guard by something hysterically sweet. Let myself be a hypocrite and do it because even though I am horribly against hypocracy I can let myself be loved and I can let myself trust. I will never be the little girl I once was but I've come to realize I can be a new person who is myself and in it is loved. I'll never understand why I'm loved by him. How he can see someone so perfect in someone who can be so horrible. How he can hold me and not care what I've done in my past. How he can let me breathe and smile and laugh and giggle and cry and think and write and find peace. How he can let me love him in a way I never expected to let myself love again. I supposed I'll spill my secrets now. Every one of them. If people know than maybe I can recover and move on.

AURELLEAH FORMOSO:

I was a young innocent little kid. I started listening to Green Day... They showed me a lot of things about life and death and how to cope... At the time I soon became severly depressed.... I started cutting. I supposed it's kinda hard to imagine considering I'm usually a happy go lucky type of person but it's true. Seventh grade started and I stopped... I had/have a friend that I used to think I was in love with that I abused. I've never been a person who is able to freely express emotion until now... I think that may have been why I was cutting... I have no scars... The year passed and that friend and I stopped talking. Eighth grade came around. I changed. I was changed. Not as depressed because I pushed it all away. I let myself forget everything. I changed my grades from D's and C's to straight A's. The end of eighth grade came. Joey came in the week before the last week. Friday afternoon at a yearbook signing... It was an emotional breakdown for me... He thought it was something someone had said but it was just me being a weirdo. Then he helped me through a really sticky situation...Then was jealous of my ex-boyfriend at the promotion dance... That is one of my sharpest memories of being with him. It was the first time I noticed that he truly did care about me as person. This summer a lot changed about my life. I started talking to Joey in depth and learned a lot about him. I learned that he was like me in a lot of ways. Eventually, he told me one of the things that I will never understand but always appriciate. I broke up with my ex and accepted the fact that maybe I was getting ahead of myself. I mean... Joey and I click on a lot of things but what happened if we were to fight? I can answer that now. One of us realizes its stupid and gives up. I risked a lot but never regretted it. Joey has turned my life around. I still have the days where I want to die, moments where I want to take up a razor or a piece of glass and start cutting and even times where I want to kill myself. But now I have someone I can talk to. Now I have someone who will let me live and let me feel as if I am once again... SOMEBODY.