Bekah Cullen

My name is Bekah.

Hi. I could tell you a bunch of stuff about myself, but that might take to long to type. So here some information about me:

God is my number one, even if I don't act like it. When I say I'm a Christian it means that I'm crying for help and need someone to reach out to me, not thatI'm perfect. God has always and will always be there for me not matter what. He won't judge me like other people. I would die for Christ if it came to that.
I love being surronded by people. Sometimes I love to be the center of attention but if you've ever been there you know that sometimes you like to be alone. Im loud and outgoing. And you can either love me for it or hate me. I've changed some recently...for the good or bad I'm not sure. I've learned that trust is something hard to earn and once you've lost mine it'll be forever till you get it back. No matter what I say I trust way easily and that could become my down fall. I still want to look and see the good in people. Thats my goal...I don't want to be the girl no one likes...I want people to see the good in me no matter what I do.
I want to travel the world and see new people. I want to impact someones life just like people have done to mine. The world's a wonderful place and it might take some time to realize that but we have to grow up...we go through pain to make us tough and stronger and so that we can see something special when it truly happens. I want to see sunrises and sunsets. I've been to a few places over the world....but I want to go to it all.
I want to become a doctor when I grow up. That's my goal. I want to save a life. I want to help people. I may not always be able too though and that will be the hard part.
I love music. Its not my life but its close to it. I listen to it constantly no matter what I'm doing. As soon as I get my license I will be driving to tons of concerts. I love the adreniline rush I get at a mosh pit or seeing the band you enjoy doing the thing you love. I daydream about meeting bands but I mean who doesn't?
I love life. I've gone through a bunch, lost a brother and a grandad. In fact those are very important people who have influenced my life. I miss them and I cannot wait to see them again. I've been through ups and downs but there are people out there who have helped me, like my family. I love them to death. I want to take everything as a learning expierence but I have found thats easier said then done.

Well I guess I told you more than I had planned to. Haha.

If you wanna talk to me I have AIM. Just ask for it. (:

My Saviors


As I said before, they influence me. I opened my eyes to so much more, thanks to them. I probably wouldn't be the person I am today. They all inspire me to do something more. Gerard has so much passion for what he does. He started something so great. One of the main reasons I look up to him is his views on women. Thanks, sweetie. I look up towards Frank for his energy and love of what he does. He puts everything he has into one show, and tires himself out because he loves it so much. He smile brightens my day so much. He made me really want to play guitar. Ray, hmm...Ray does so much for the band. He cares so much about the music. Its not about fame for him, its about how real the music is. Bob risked so much to be with My Chemical Romance. He was so shy and now look at him. :] He is so calm and probably has so much patience with all of them. And last but not least...Mikey. He is the "spiritual advisor" of the band. He has probably helped each one of them with a problem. I am so happy that he has found the women of his dreams.