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the black cat.

the black cat.
Name
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Age
17
Gender
Female
Location
Australia
Joined date
February 24th, 2007

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I have always found it difficult to write about myself, I don’t regard myself as a terribly interesting person, but I try to come up with small sentence’s to explain who I am during the short time you visit my page. I sat here and tried to figure out what I should write to intrigue you enough that you’ll talk to me, instead I have just managed to ramble on about senseless bullshit about how boring I am, proving that I am indeed correct on that assumption.
So here it goes.
The name I usually go by is Drackie, but many people have given me a number of different names. Most of my friends call me Nelle, since it is half of my actual first name. One of my friends nicknamed me Droodles because I call her Cupcake. But my real name is actually Janelle, even though if you call me that I’ll be forced to hurt you.
My main interests in life are music, even though it is rather cliché to say that. But I’ll say it anyway. I also love my friend’s even though they generally piss me off. You have to be one special person to not get on my nerves. I love my guitar’s hence why I love music so much, I love to play. Even though I believe I am not that good. Composing is something I love to do; I wish I could play piano. And lastly I love to write, anything and everything. I find it extremely easy to write stories based on my life, but I prefer not to share them. Since most of the things I write about are quite graphic. I have four stories on the website, two of which are co-written and two that are my own. My main theme is femmeslash, and one short story which is probably soon to be deleted but it is a war-scene short story.
I’m in a band, if you could call it that. We practice twice a week. We accomplish very little, but are soon to release an EP. My roll is rhythm guitar and lead vocals. I’m terrible at both but I try my best. This is all that really counts.
I have recently come to discover I’m going slightly insane. I hear voice, but only if my eyes are closed or it’s dark. I have very little patience for anyone, hence why I get pissed off so easily. It used to take quite awhile before I would get angry, I’m not too sure why it has changed. I shall for now just blame that on my English teacher.
I am in the eleventh grade, but I probably won’t make it to the twelfth, I wish I could. I do not want to become a screw up like my older brother and sister who have really accomplished nothing in their lives. I have very little dedication to learning; my attention span is rather short. So I can’t pay attention in class too well or to anything for that matter.
I am gay, and yes I am a female. But too put it simply I hate the word lesbian. It annoys me; it’s just gay men trying to separate themselves from us, so too bad to them. And if you’re a homophobe, don’t worry I’m not going to attack you. Because I respect all ways of life so I will not try and push myself on you.
Some ways to describe my personality are; I can be quite disgusting at times, I’m lame and terrible at insults, I find it hard to be serious, I don’t like to waste my time, I can be very caring, loving and considerate but you have to earn that kind of respect, I don’t treat people badly, I’m afraid of almost everything, I also easily regret things, I’m very creative but when I try I fail at it and lastly I’m pretty much a hermit even though I hate being in my house.
My music taste is really not the best, it’s not very vast. But I have enough to listen to so I’m fine. Some of my favourite musician’s are; The Vaine, The Used, Escape The Fate, My Chemical Romance, Rise Against, Paramore, Nickelback, Cauterize, Tokio Hotel, Asian Kung-Fu Generation, Cobra Starship, Evanescence, Finger Eleven, Good Charlotte, Joy Drop, Kill Hannah, Linkin Park, Making April, The Medic Droid, Mika, Missy Higgins, Operator Please, Pink, Seether, and Weezer. My main musical influence is Good Charlotte, even though I haven’t listened to them in quite awhile, but they are the reason I learnt guitar.
I collect dragons because I think they are rather beautiful and not scary at all.
I play The Sims 2 almost everyday; my mother thinks it’s why I hear voices. The reason I play that game is purely therapeutically, since I am indeed a control freak. I use that game to calm myself down.
So in conclusion if any body would like to talk, I’m here for any reason. If it’s just to say hi, or if you need someone to talk to. That’s what I’m here for.
I have MSN and MySpace, but you will have to ask for them. Since I don’t generally hand them out. Well not anymore.
All my love,
Drackie.