xxxSkitty;;

I'm simply complex. I'm sociable, I'm shy. I love being around people but I hate the human race and how their cruel minds work. I'm easy to get along with yet many people dislike me. I'm shamefully misunderstood, and I hatehatehate it. I value the people who return my affection. I'm disenchanted by love. I guess that makes me slightly cynical, but people seem to fall in love with me instantly and drop me almost as quickly. Guess it's too bad I get attatched easily...

I'm bipolar. I strive to be positive and this results in me feeling negative, most of the time. Those I consider real friends make my struggle worthwhile. I love to laugh until I feel as though my sides will burst. I love those long summer nights when the sun sets and a crisp breeze rushes through my hair, given that I'm in the company of someone that makes me smile. I enjoy my solitude sometimes, but I often find myself immersed in my own malignant thoughts. My paranoia heightens. I despair.

I just want to keep smiling.

I'm pansexual. This doesn't make me a 'whore', nor does it make me 'desperate'. I long to find someone who will love every inch of me as much as I love them, to appreciate the little things I do, to hold me and make me feel safe. Someone who won't push me away when I get crazy. Someone who'll recognise my flaws, and love me for them regardless. Someone who just gets me. If that person exists, their gender, race, sexuality means nil to me.

I love to write, because I can. Perhaps I'm not the most adept author, but I aspire to be like those who inspire. I want to express myself in such a way that those who read my work will experience a surge of emotions; they'll comprehend me; empathise with me. I want to reassure people. I want to rescue someone from the depths of their misery.

I long to find myself.

Odi et amo. Quare id faciam fortasse requiris.
Nescio, sed fieri sentio, et excrucior.

xxxMusic;;

A Skylit Drive, Aiden, Alesana, Annotations Of An Autopsy, Atreyu, August Burns Red, Avenged Sevenfold, Before Their Eyes, Blessthefall, Blink 182, Boys Like Girls, Bring Me The Horizon, Brokencyde, Bullet For My Valentine, Burden Of A Day, Chiodos, Circa Survive, Dashboard Confessional, Drop Dead, Gorgeous, Enter Shikari, Eyes Set To Kill, From First To Last, Funeral For A Friend, Get Your Guns, Greeley Estates, Green Day, Gym Class Heroes, Hadouken!, Hawthorne Heights, Hollywood Undead, Hopes Die Last, I Am Ghost, I Killed The Prom Queen, In Fear And Faith, KillWhitneyDead, Lostprophets, Metallica, Oceana, Parkway Drive, Razing Alexandria, Saosin, Secondhand Serenade, Senses Fail, Set In Motion, Silverstein, Slipknot, Sonny Moore, Suicide Silence, Taking Back Sunday, The Devil Wears Prada, The Faceless, The Medic Droid, The Number 12 Looks Like You, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Used, Thursday, Underoath, Watchout! There's Ghosts, We Came With Broken Teeth

xxxLovelovelove;;

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