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i'm at an age where i'm still considered young to some on here, but i feel the lure of childhood pulling at my bones. i wish i could go back, but i can't. i'm stuck here, barely old enough to drive, on my second year of high school, and desperately wishing i could be that little girl in a pink dress and pigtails again. if you want to know me, it would be best to understand my childhood. i live in my head and, most frequently, i dream of the world i grew up in.

in real life, i'm quiet, tired, and boring. every day i yawn so much i think my mouth is stretching from the strain of it all. it is only online that i can voice my opinions and be the person i want to be. unfortunately, voicing my opinions, especially on journals, leads me to be called nasty names (i was once called a dickweed for offering con-crit by a fellow commenter, and the author herself was very... bitter) and be left nasty comments (which i happily delete without reading, thank you very much). no matter what you say to me, no matter how much you disagree, i will hold strong in my beliefs. they make up who i am and what i believe in. speaking thusly, i must make it known that i do not believe in judging out of ignorance. i find one of the worst, most hurtful things that can be done is belittle people for their problems. so, instead, i challenge people to let go of their narrow-mindedness, to let go of your biases, and to accept and help people no matter how silly their problems seem.

I enjoy alternative rock and metal music, but when i drive, i turn the radio to the hit station. why? because dancing to those songs for warmups during volleyball has trapped me into liking them. yes, that means i like rihanna, lupe fiasco, kanye west, t.i... their music is really good! give 'em a chance, eh? (LOL, I sound canadian, but i assure you, i've never been that far north).

I also immensely enjoy reading. On here, it's mainly original fiction, but if a story is written well, i can forgive the use of tv characters/movie characters/band members. off-line, though, i am starting to get into the works of Stephen King. :) his work is excellent, i assure you.