music_addict

eigeypoo

Nikki Mustang 77

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bellakilling

sadangel10

Sven

Midnight_mist

Mercy.iz.Muzick

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Universe Wanderer

I'M WEIRD AND I'M DAMN PROUD OF IT!

Welcome to my really f***ing long profile... lol... side effect of boredom lol

Name: Stephanie
Nicknames: Pie and Stevie
Age: 19
Grade: Sophomore in college
Major: Psychology
Occupation: Aftercare Staff Worker & Nanny/Babysitter
Height: 5'2" (yeah, i know i'm short but i dont care)
Hair color: blond
Eye color: Green/hazel
Current Piercings: None had my ears pierced but they closed up years ago,
Future Piercings (hopefully): Ears re-pierced & get my lip pierced
Current Tattoos: 0
Tattoos I Want: so far there are 5: 1.treble cleft w/ wings (location: undecided), 2.chinese symbol for friends w/ wings and a halo on it (location right ankle) 3. tribal butterfly (location undecided), 4. something to do w the word hope. mayb the word hope in a fancy script or something (location undecided, possibly my left wrist) 5. a winged guitar in memory of a friend of mine that passed away (RIP Morgan)

Right now i am going to the local community college so i can save some money because i am paying for books, tuition, and all other college expensive by myself.

My favorite TV shows: "Ghost Hunters," "The Mole", "Friends" re-runs, "Tabitha's Salon Takeover" and "The Deadliest Catch" which my mom somehow got me hooked on

I love to read. My favorite series is the "Twilight" series by Stephenie Meyer. If you like vampire books i also strongly recommend "The Vampire Diaries" series by L.J. Smith

Favorite Movies Include: Band of Brothers (its actually a t.v. mini series but whatever), A Knights Tale, Step Up, Fracture, Coach Carter, Boondock Saints, The Legend of Bagger Vance, The Italian Job, Remember the Titans, Pirates of the Caribbean, Underworld, Basic, 27 Dresses, The Bourne Trilogy, The Lord of The Rings Trilogy, The Chronicles of Narnia, The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian, Boondock Saints, and of course All Excess and the Avenged Sevenfold MVI & Avenged Sevenfold Live in the LBC dvd thinger :D

My favorite colors (in order) are
Blue, Black (technically it isn't a color, b/c it is the presence of all colors but w/e), Pink (mostly bright pink/deep pink, esp when paired with black ), and Purple

Favorite Stores:
Wet Seal and Hot Topic

I like talking to people so feel free to either leave me a comment or send me a message, I always respond. plus getting messages/comments makes me smile :D
Also, if ur going through shit and just need someone to talk to feel free to talk to me i'm a good listener.

also, I'm online a lot and i like talking to people on aim, cuz that way i don't get bored lol. So u can im me if you want. aim screenname: steph62906

O and also you can add MY MYSPACE if you like, its set to private but if you request me i will most likely add you.



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One of my friends drew this for me. please do not steal it


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I AM ME

I am kind. I am compassionate. I am laid back. I am loyal. I am trusting. I am forgiving. I am quiet. I am shy. I am sometimes hyper and sometimes loud. I am forgiving. Sometimes i am to forgiving. I am not judgemental. I accept people the way they are. I am passionate. I am different. Some say I'm weird. I am strong. I am sweet. I am protective. I am forgetful. I am disorganized. I am random. I am a mess of conflictions. I am a procrastinator. I am flawed. I am broken but healing. I'm not a prep. I'm not goth. I'm not emo. I'm not any of the stupid stereotypes people insist on using. I AM ME If you don't like me the way I am then f*** off because I am done trying to change myself to be what other people want me to be. I'm not going to try to be something I'm not. If you don't like it then thats your problem and you aren't worth my time.

Stereotypes and labels are stupid. Good luck trying to label me because I am a mess of contradictions.

"Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else" -"Trashed and Scattered" by A7X



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[size=75]"Everybody sing, like its the last song you will ever sing.
Tell me tell me can you feel the pressure now?
Everybody live like its the last day you will ever see.
Tell me tell me can you feel the pressure now?"
-"Born for This" by Paramore


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MUSIC IS MY THERAPIST



As my user name suggests i am a music addict. I love music. Music = my therapist. I love singing. I've been in choir every year since 8th grade. Sadly i don't really play any instruments. I love listening to pretty much all kinds of music.

My favorite kind(s) r alternative rock, punk, metal etc.

My top 5 favorite bands in order:
1. AVENGED SEVENFOLD!!!!!!!
2. Paramore
3. Papa Roach
4. Three Days Grace
5. Evanescence


Some other bands i really like include Baptized by Fire (click the links and check em out!!!!! -> ) Baptized by Fire's website OR Baptized by Fire's myspace ), Good Charlotte, My Chemical Romance, Fight of Your Life, I Am Ghost, Bullet for My Valentine, Chavelle, Static-X, Ramstein, Seether, Heart, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Wandering Sons, Slipknot, AFI, Aiden, 30 Seconds To Mars, Saosin, HIM, Spiraling (thanks to Ali aka bellakilling), Your Vegas (again thanks to Ali), Simple Plan, Linkin Park, Disturbed, The Medic Druid, Finger Eleven, Puddle of Mudd (and i'll add more later)

Other favorite artists include Gavin Mikhail, Kelly Clarkson, Pat Benatar, Pink, and i don't feel like listing anymore right now

I also really like soundtracks from musicals and movies. favorite soundtracks: RENT, Wicked, Step Up, Hairspray


I Pledge Allegiance To The Deathbat Of The United Nation Of Sevenfold, And To The Gates For Which They Stand Plague, One Nation, Under Christ, Indivisible With Shadows And Vengeance For All



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[size=75]I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel"
-"Scars" by Papa Roach

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HOW TO PISS ME OFF

I dont get pissed off very often, however i am not perfect there are some things that do piss me off. They include:
1. Insulting/hurting my friends in any way, shape, or form. My friends mean the world to me DO NOT mess with them!!! Got it?!
2. Insulting/hurting my family in any way shape or form. True my family and i dont exactly see eye to eye, they don't always get me, and we fight sometimes, and sometimes a lot but they are still my family and i still love them and i get really pissed when people mess with them, especially when anyone messes with my little bro. I know he's 16 and he can take care of himself but his still my little brother. Not that he lets me take care of him... if i had my way there are a few little bitches who's asses i would have kicked for shit they have done to him if i had my way. Lets put it this way, they are damn lucky that A) i graduated and dont go to the same school anymore, and B) that i dont know their full name or where they live. Stupid sadistic, maniacal bitches..... so yeah dont mess with my family
3. People who think its ok to treat people like shit simply because they are "weird" Because they dress different, people who are gay, people who are into different things, people who aren't cool, people who aren't "normal." wtf is normal neways? all i know is i've tried the whole bing normal and fitting in thing and it sucked. o btw i also dont like it when people say things like "i hate preps" btw not all preps are evil, some of them can be very nice, so dont judge people by the way they dress!!!!! i'm sure u dont like it when ppl judge u by the way u dress so dont do it to others
4. People who are really judgmental. "Judge not lest ye be judged"
5. People who shoot their mouths off about things that they have no idea about. ie fuckin Tom Cruise shooting his mouth off about ADD/ADHD and post-partum depression etc
6. Homophobes
7. Stereotypes
8. People who trash talk our troops. They r risking their lives to serve their country. i dont give a flying f*** if u support the war or not u can and should still support the men and women in our armed forces. If u dont stand behind our troops please feel free to stand in front of them.
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[size=75] "Well we don't need no one to tell us what to do
Oh yes we're on our own and there's nothing you can do
So we don't need no one like you
To tell us what to do

Cos I'm a brat
And I know everything
And I talk back
Cos I'm not listening
To anything you say"

-"Prisoner of Society" by Living End

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RANDOM STUFF:

umm other stuff about me...
I like writting.
My spelling is horrible.
I love drawing.
I love reading. Favorite series = Twilight series
I spend WAY to much time on the internet...
I have A.D.D.
I've struggled with depression on and off since 6th grade.
I'm very unorganized.
I'm forgetful
I LOVE BUBBLES!!!!!!! lmao sry inside joke.
I can be really random.
I love to laugh.
I <3 eyeliner and eye makeup and experimenting with them.
I have my iPod with me at all times, and i kinda start to flip out if i don't have it
I like pretty much any book, movie, tv show, etc that has to do with vampires, ghosts, etc\
Comments/Photocomments/comments on my poems (even the more critical comments)/messages make me smile!!!


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TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS



TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS IS A NON PROFIT MOVEMENT DEDICATED TO PRESENTING HOPE AND FINDING HELP FOR THOSE STRUGGLING WITH DEPRESSION, ADDICTION, CUTTING, AND SUICIDE.

STOP THE BLEEDING.
RESCUE IS POSSIBLE.
LOVE IS THE MOVEMENT.

TWLOHA.COM
MYSPACE.COM/TOWRITELOVEONHERARMS

Why do i support TWLOHA?

Reason 1:
As some of you may know i recently lost a friend of mine, when he chose to end his life. He was only 20 yrs old. He was one of the nicest and funniest people i have ever met. I wasn't all that close to him but this has still been one of the hardest things i have ever been through. I have begged and pleaded and bargained with God, asking for God to give him back to us because there were so many of us that cared about him and we weren't ready for him to go. I kept thinking that there has to be some way to bring him back, there has to be something i can do. I wish i could bring him back and make him see how many people cared. One of the hardest things i have ever had to do is come to grips with the fact that he is gone and there is nothing anyone can do to bring him back. Once i finally began to come to grips with this i decided that since i couldn't do anything to bring him back then i would do what i could to help prevent others from making the choice he made, and to keep others from going through what his family, myself and all the rest of his friends have been going through. And part of my way of doing that is through TWLOHA.


"Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone..."
-"Gone Forever" by Three Days Grace

"I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through
Yeah

I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way
Yeah
Without you I just can’t find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here"
-"Perfect World" by Simple Plan


Rest in peace Morgan. You were one of the nicest and funniest guys I have ever met. I miss you so much. I will never forget you.

Reason 2:
I've struggled with depression on and off since 6th grade. the worst was during my junior year, when i started cutting and contemplated suicide. I've lived that nightmare, I survived. I want to help others see that there are others that have felt the same things that they are feeling, that they are not alone. If you need someone to talk to I'm always willing to listen. If you want to hear more of my story just ask.

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Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And all the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

Tower over me
Tower over me

And I'll take the truth at any cost

-part of "We Are Broken" by Paramore

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umm idk what else people wanna know so i guess thats all for now. If there's nething else u wanna know about me just ask.

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You Say Pink
I Say Black
You Say Paris Hilton
I Say Amy Lee
You Say Zac Efron
I Say WTF is wrong with u?
You Say Pop
I Say Rock
You Say I'm Weird
I Say Thanks For Noticing :D
*If you think the same to add it to your profile....*
(comment... i still like pink... but black totally beats pink any day... )

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Last (but definitely not least) My Mibba Buddies!! :D
gotta say pretty much everyone here on mibba is rly nice, which is part of the reason i <3 mibba so much

[b]eigeypoo - (aka eigey) one of the 3 ppl i knew b4 mibba, heck i helped her set up her mibba [:)] eigey is one of my absolute best friends. ive known her for like 4 yrs but only really got to know her rly well ovr the past few months and im so glad i did. shes one of the most amazing ppl i have EVER met. Shes been through so much and she is such an incredibly strong person, and she is also one of the nicest ppl i know. shes random and goofy and always makes me laugh.... shes rather clumsy lol but that just makes her even more adorable/loveable... her clumsiness reminds me of bella in twilight...and apparently im her edward cuz ive gotten rather used to catching her when she trips etc lol. Shes one of those ppl u can talk to about nething with out having to edit. I seriously love this girl to pieces, and i start having eigey withdrawals if i go for more than a few days w/ out seeing her. idk what id do w out her

nojokeprodigy - (aka kimmy) well kimmy another person on here that i actually knew b4 mibba, heck i was the one that told her bout mibba (yay me lol) She's a kick ass person (seriously she has a black belt in kickboxing/mixed martial arts so she rly could kick ur ass, lol yet she's one of the nicest ppl i know and would never hurt neone.) She's not on here much :( but she does have an awesome poem on her page so check it out!

Nikki Mustang - (aka techie) the third person on here that i actually knew b4 mibba. Has amazing taste in music and is a great listener, trust me i know cuz i vent to her a lot lol. Sadly she's not on here much nemore either.

bellakilling - (aka Ali) My first mibba buddy! I've never met her in real life, and she lives halfway across the country but she is still one of my best friends. Seriously i love this girl to pieces. She's such a nice person. I can talk to her bout pretty much nething. She also has great taste in music btw. :D

sadangel10 - Awesome girl, likes sewing and history like me :D sometimes she gets a bit hyper/random lol but thats totally fine w me cuz i do to lolz. If she lived here in Rocktown she would totally fit right in w/ my and my friends :D