you are the only exception.


I'm Alaina. 16 in April. Sophmore in high school. I'm the theater girl and showtunes junkie. I'm just trying to survive high school while living life up at the same time. Tough right? I push myself down to help motivate me. I call myself stupid which in turn motivates me to study more (That's probably the reason why I'm in three honors classes and an AP course). I look in the mirror and think "Boy I'm ugly..." which in turn motivates me to work harder to look prettier. All in all it works in my mind so if you want me to be motivated just discourage me. I almost always take on a challenge and I always regret giving up. I regret a lot. I try not to focus on my past but some days I can't help but to focus on it. I try to make good decisions since the decisions I make today changes my future. I am a germ-aphob. Got a problem with me carrying two-three Purell bottles in my backpack? Just get over it because I'm not changing anytime soon. I try to stay away from sick friends since when I get sick with what's a tiny cough to a friend it becomes full blown Strep and then I'm out of school for at least a week. Some people say I'm the sweetest, nicest, most loveable person they have ever met or known their whole life while other people say I'm the fakest person they have ever met in their life. This is your decision.

November 15, 2009 11:37 a.m. : Replay
Remember that guy that made me happy? He asked out some girl on Monday and now their dating. Whatever. We're still friends. Actually no. I wasn't sure if I wanted to but now he says hi to me all the time in the hallway and it's kind of funny because my friend Alec who's not straight pulled me into his lap the other day at lunch and that kid saw him. He was already dating the other girl but who was glaring at me and Alec the whole time and I didn't have the guts to say he wasn't straight since that kid was really jealous. But whatever, I don't like him anymore since all he did was manipulate my feelings. When my friend confronted him about it all he said was 'Well there's still two more years until graduation.' Like really? You actually think I'm gonna wait for you? Um, I don't wait for anyone. You knew you liked me and you're lucky I even say hi back to you in the hall so yeah. But other than that everything's good. I'm working on updates. I swear, I'll hurry up. Bye!