Inevitable

I just turned 16 on October 29th and don't feel any more older or mature or special then I did when I was 15.
I can't trust people.
I don't like relationships because I'm afraid of commitment.
I lose a lot of friends.
People tend to think I'm different.
I'm home schooled, and it's horrible.
I've been hurt a lot, and I think it's made me weaker.
I'm really shy towards people I don't know, and am just meeting.
I read so much it's like my brain is a library.
I like being outside when it's really sunny because It makes me want to smile.
I used to smoke. Quit.
I have a few phobias, the biggest being Arachnophobia.
I don't like to be talked down upon just because I might be younger or shorter then you.
I don't like it when people try to control me.
Hugging and comforting make things worse.
People who try to force life to be "happy" and "worry free" make me worried.
I don't sleep well.
I don't have any close friends anymore.
I'm a flake when I procrastinate.
I love to sing old sounding songs.
I love making art.
I try to be helpful, even when scorned.
I regret a lot of things.
Love is a myth.
Just because someone says they are joking after an insult doesn't make it any less rude.
I had a friend I loved more then anything, and I got burned.
I try to be joyful, and smile for people when they ask.
My money seems to disappear a lot.
Books fill the void of thinking, they keep you busy.
I have a dream to be a tattoo artist.
I like the simpler things in life.
I like vintage things.
I've been hooked on cooking ramen noodles on the stove rather then the microwave for the past month.
I used to know the beginning workings of being a guitarist.
I go with the moment.
I'm trying to write a short-story for a contest, and I must say I'm loving it.
I love the color green.
I don't have a specific music genre.
I like the smell of gasoline at the gas station.
I don't like colored pencils.
Fact: Out of a year an a half of taking French class, I only remember how to say, my name is___ .
I'm a tad wasteful.
I hate when people don't type things right in stories or when they are just talking to someone.
I absolutely get disgusted when people say 'mines'.
There are too many things to say, but too boring for you to read.
Really, I'm nice. I don't bite...