BoysWillBeBoys

Mad As Rabbits

XxVengeancexX

Midnightfantasy

the angry lover.

Invisible.Monsters

spunkypunk

fob-girl

s.u.c.k.e.rp.u.n.c.h

XxBringinSassyBackxX

You will notice I am a Panic at the disco fan, but don’t judge a book by its cover. I am not like all the other fans, yes I have my favorites and my favorite songs but I’m still different. I don’t want to prove I am a better fan, I don’t want to show off with all the knowledge I have about them. I want people to notice how much I enjoy their music and how much they really mean to me. My favorite of the band is Ryan Ross and my favorite song is Camisado. This doesn’t mean I don’t have other songs I can listen to all day long; Pas de Cheval, That green Gentleman, Mad as Rabbits, Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes of. I write fan stories like a lot of other fans and I like to read them but I will not put them online. I think that Panic at the disco is a band I’m growing up with. They are not that much older than I am and they are already living their dream. They experience setbacks like Ryan Ross did with his dad. I’m not going to tell you that I hate fans that are different from me, If you want to scream whenever you see someone out of panic at the disco go right ahead. If you want to faint whenever you see them go right ahead, I am not going to stop you. I have being in your position and I have screamed and fainted and died whenever I got the chance to. One day it will all change and one band can do that, or one person but you will chance, it’s called growing up. I might sound like the biggest bitch you have ever known right now but it’s true.

Other then that I am a girl with great musical passion, I sing, write songs and play guitar and I’m trying to play keyboard as well. I have a bit of stage fright which I am trying to get over, I tent to get shaky and lose my words and tone whenever I am up stage. I really want to make something of it so my fright has to go. Other passion I have is writing. I am a experienced text-RPGer with multiple well known characters known on several dutch RPG forums. I am a graphics princess, I made this layout myself with help of a CSS help site because I not a good princess in that yet. I play Neopets, I have a myspace and I love to get to know you people out there. I am a bit weird, I like dancing in the rain, going over to friends taking the last train there. I would like to do nothing and earn money with it, I collect dragons and I still buy CD's.

I do not want you to be unknown to my other favorite musical influences. I'm talking about bands just like Panic at the disco that totally turned my life upsidedown and insideout. Let me tell you about Simple plan who started all of this. My love for them can't grown any more, my fangirl fase is over though. Simple plan is a grown up band making music that they like not trying to impress everyone around them. Simple plan made me feel good about myself, I had not right to be ashamed of what I did and what I was wearing. They gave me the confidence to keep on living my life the way I want it. There is another band that inspired me 30 Seconds To Mars. All my friends run in fear if I even speak this bands name, because it was one of my biggest obsessions ever. It got so bad that I was crying over them, but not anymore. Thanks to 30 seconds to mars I am now stronger in what I do, I believe in my dreams more and I know I will get there some day. 30 seconds to mars made me believe in dreams and fantasy's. They made me believe that they can turn to real if you are really wishing for it. Then we have two groups that inspired me to do my musical studie and persue my dreams: Paramore thanks to Hayley Williams and The veronica's thanks to the twins Lisa and Jess.

I am the girl you will find humming a tune in the back of the class.



Met Ryan 26th of june 2008 - while walking towards a McDonalds in Utrecht, Holland.

"I really want to enjoy the time I have. I don't want to care about what other people say, I don't want to get stuck inside a reality that I can't stand. Thats why I became a writer, because I can write alot and still stand with both my feet on the ground. But I can also go to a compleet different reality and enjoy my stay there. You should try it"

"You should try not to get beaten down by people that tell you that you can never make it. You should try to get up with words people say when they tell you there is a chance. You should enjoy it when you are one step ahead and you should live your life because nobody els can live and dream it for you"

I am the girl you will find sitting in line at a panic at the disco concert reading a book.

My friends and I tent to go on adventures when ever we are together. Nothing stay's normal and everything changes because we are planning to do great stunts. We party until we drop dead on the floor, then we sleep until we wake up from the dead and we go on like that for weeks. My biggest fear is losing my friends because of my stupid behavior sometimes. I feel like I am someone who needs a saftey net around her at all times, just so I can catch my friends if I ever let them down. I am so affraid I will say the wrong word at the wrong time and lose my friends for ever. They are my saftey net, the wall around me, keeping me safe and away from danger. I don't want my wall or net to break, I don't want to be caught by something of guard. I want my friends to stay around me, because I love them.

I am the girl you will find wearing skinny jeans during summer.

I am the girl you will find spending more then €350,- in 6 month on merch and concerts only.