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uhh, i love music. its my life.
i hope to be a music critic after college, or a writer, ( lol, ironic i know)

My name is Riz, Adrianna, Izzy, or Bella. My friends call me any of the above. I am poet, and i am a songwriter. I am a crazy girl. And i love to live, but live to love. I have loved but never been in love. I have liked but never loved. I have never been loved, and probably never will be. I am a very energetic person and hyper at most times. Even when i am in agony i try not to let others know. I try to make everyone smile or laugh, even if it is at my own expense. And though most people don’t know it, i have a serious side. I’m very literal at times, mostly when I’m writing. I may not be perfect in every way, or even most, i am beautiful on the inside. Though i know that matters to no one and that the outside matters to everyone else, i look in the soul for a person's true beauty. You may be amazing in looks but if your soul and heart is the opposite-a beast- you can always expect me to offer mental help. Beauty is nothing but looks. Inner beauty is everything else

im a song writer. i tried learning guitar....two years....didnt work. now im trying to get my mother to let me get piano lessons, that way since brian is back in california, i can make music for my songs.

(brina is a really good friend. he is SUPER AWSOME! he is trucking amazing. and he is engaged to his boyfriend marc. damn.)

im a true bi, im not one of those fakes, who say they are but are sickened by the thought of making out with someone of the same sex. i am attracted to guys and girls.

uhh, my absolute favorite band since 2005 is Tokio Hotel (BEFORE they became huge in america. i found out about them about three months after ready set go was released in america.)

i listen to everything. including rap, hip hop, and country, if its a good song i will listen to it.

oh!!!!
I MAKE UP WORDS. I AM OVERLY HYPER. AND........my best friend is now my ex-best friend.
and everything is a web of truth? or lies?
nobody knows.

sometimes you have to give up. sometimes you have to forget the memories. sometimes you have to remember, they won’t always be there. sometimes you have to forget you ever loved. sometimes you have to act like you know no one. sometimes acting will make them believe, but other times, you can tell them everything, and let the consequences be paid. and sometimes, just sometimes, you might just feel loved.

There are things in a person's life that no one will ever remember, not even oneself, but other things, one will never forget. Those things involve, a first love, a first kiss, and even the first time you make love. But even with those memories that are to be kept forever you forget important things that could have been like, your first crush, your first friends, your first move, and even your first breath. a person's mind is meant to keep memories stored, but one can only keep so many memories, and even the more important ones that we wish we could remember will never be thought of again, because something 'bigger' and 'better' happens they are there, you just haven’t looked deep into the depths of your mind, or even tried to remember those important things or people that you have long forgotten. What have i forgotten? My life. I have forgotten every important memory to me, because i have moved on. A dream i once had, i no longer recite through my mind. My first best friend? I no longer remember their name. Even though one can hold so many memories in their mind, you can only hold a memory...if you WANT to hold a memory. If you wish to forgive someone, something, one's mind can help. Amnesia is nothing but what a person has wanted for months, maybe even years, to forget whom all they knew. And if they want to so badly they can remember anything. Even their first breath. Amnesia is nothing but a wish./////

"92% of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch decided that breathing wasn't cool!! Put this on your profile if you would be one of the 8% laughing hysterically in the background!!!"

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS!

Where will i go when i walk away
From you
I’m all on my own
Nobody knows the truth
Where will i go
When I’m
On my own
Secluded
And so afraid
Of what i have lost
Nobody knows
What I’m hiding
Nobody knows the truth
It’s all their
Behind me
I’m hiding it all

She cries herself to sleep.
She cuts wildly...
She doesn’t want this to keep on
As she sits in her room
Secluded form the world she repeats one thing
Again and again:
End it. End it all. Please. Just end it for me.

My luck has run dry.
All is lost.
Why do i care?
I need to walk away.
Leave it all behind.
There has to be some kind of hope...
pHs. yeah right.

~~~~~~if you think the jonas brothers can NOT sing, post this on your profile! ~~~~~~~

ONE LAST THING: don't judge me for who i am, if you do i surely won't like you. that is all.