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Emily
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July 12th, 2008

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'YOU CAN BE AFRAID TO BE WHO YOU REALLY ARE.....OR YOU CAN FUCKEN LIVE!!' -gerard way


Hi,

IM A VERY CRAZY LADY CUZ I WORK NIGHTS AND GET NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! SLEEP SO MERR AHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA ^^

Party in my panties..... And evryone's Invited >__<

I also drink far to much RED BULL >_< i wanna FLY ^^woop

ANYWAY......

Im Em, Im 18, and Sooo Weird hmmm yeash
Im a lesbian whos been broken more than once but now wont allow it
so if thats your game iv learnt to play it better
yeash thats right iv the shizzle on your nizzle
*Dnt no why i sed that ahte it lol*
My fav thing to say is How Rude so yeash
If you dont like what Your Reading Bye Bye ^_^
Im in an all gay band called Nubby hehe love it but soon leaving
shhh dont tell them >.<
i play guitar xD
I love skittles
Hate SHEEP
Love women
Hate Men
O' and i Smile Far to Much
XD

Five things I cant live without
1. Straight-ners
2. Phone
3. Ipod
4. Bank card
5. Fags >.<

Five Hates </3
1. Backstabbers
2. Liers
3. Fakes
4. Wanna-be's
5. Two-faced people

very ramdon but got bored of what was here lol
Everything I write on here is just words that have fallin out of my head when iv been upset or angry so most of its just rubbish but all means sumthing to me >_<

i work 18hours a day 6 days a week to im a busy bunny
im on this every night and now iv become a mibba whore aswel as a bebo n facebook one O'my

If you want to add my msn its emeyeighteen@hotmail.com ...
Just nice people tho xD

Loves From

Me xX


whats your name spelt backwards?: ylime
What did you do last night?: worked
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: hehe >_< nothing >_<
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: the square ones yh.
Last time you swam in a pool?: mine this morning.
What are you wearing?: work uniform
How many cars have you owned?: 3
Type of music you dislike most?: classic
Are you registered to vote?: yh but wont
Do you have cable?: yes, thank God.
What kind of computer do you use?: labtop, ipod, blackberry.
Ever made a prank phone call?: who hasn't?
You like anyone right now?: yh
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: done it.
Furthest place you ever traveled?: moon n back!
What's your favorite comic strip?: naughty 1's i make.
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: i think so...
Shower, morning or night?: afternoon.
Best movie you've seen in the past month?: konfoo panda 6times :)
Favorite pizza toppings?:sweetcorn
Chips or popcorn?: both mushed together ;)
What cell phone provider do you have?:telecom n sure
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: yup O_o
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: never home made yh.
Orange Juice or apple?: apple
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: matty n tally baby
favorite chocolate bar?: cabrey
Who is your longest friend and how long?: alex aleast 12years now.
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: a couple days ago. but aren't most tomatoes grown at someone's home? they're still homegrown.
Have you ever won a trophy?: yes..football rugby n hockey.
Favorite arcade game?: piggi
Ever ordered from an infomercial?: nope there shite
Sprite or 7-UP?: Sprite
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: always...
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?:
Ever thrown up in public?: yeah... .
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: millionaire least i no that exsists
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no.
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: SPONGEBOB no pants
Did you have long hair as a young kid?: yeap! untill my mum got hold of it O_o!
What message is on your voicemail machine?: none
Where would you like to go right now?: home.
Whats the name of your pet?: scadoo
What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?:sholder, conbat one my hold life
What do you think about most?: silly question >_<

• c o n f e s s i o n s •
~•*be honest*•~

- y e s - o r - n o -
I'M AFRAID OF SILENCE: no.
I TALK A LOT WHEN I GET NERVOUS: yh.
I AM REALLY TICKLISH: maybe...
I'VE BEEN CALLED A TEASE: yes. *grrr*
I'VE BEEN CALLED "JAIL-BAIT": yh
I'M AFRAID OF THE DARK: yes
I'M AFRAID OF FACING MY BACK TO OPEN DOORS AT NIGHT: YES
I CAN'T SLEEP IN A ROOM IF THE CLOSET DOOR IS OPEN: yes
I AM A HOMOSEXUAL: yh...
I BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE:no
I'VE RUN AWAY FROM HOME: yh but went bk
I LISTEN TO POLITICAL MUSIC: na!
I COLLECT COMIC BOOKS: naughty yh.
I SHUT OTHERS OUT WHEN I'M SAD: not really.
I'VE STAYED OUT ALL NIGHT: every night i work nights
I OPEN UP TO OTHERS EASILY: yes
I AM KEEPING A SECRET FROM THE WORLD: yes!!!
I WATCH THE NEWS: sometimes
I OWN OVER 5 RAP CD'S: yh O_o
I LOVE DISNEY MOVIES: oh heck yes!
I AM A SUCKER FOR GREEN EYES: yeas.
I AM A SUCKER FOR BROWN EYES: yeas
I AM A SUCKER FOR BLUE EYES: majorly
I DON'T KILL BUGS: no, i definately DO
I CURSE: yes
I'VE CHEATED ON MY BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: yh
I'VE SLIPPED AND FELL IN PUBLIC: many times *sigh*
I'VE SLIPPED OUT A "LOL" IN A REAL CONVERSATION: ...maybe...
I LOVE SPAM: no!!!
I'M A GOOD COOK: yea .... ok mayby not
I HAVE WORN PAJAMAS TO CLASS: have done yeas those days*hmmm*
I HAVE OWNED SOMETHING FROM ABERCROMBIE: no
I WANT A BETTER JOB..OR A JOB: totaly
I'VE TALKED ON THE PHONE FOR 6+ HOURS: easy
I LOVE DR. PHIL: who
I LIKE SOMEONE: yesss :)
I AM GUILTY OF TyPiNg LiKe ThIs: mAyBe...
I AM SELF-CONSCIOUS: yeas.
I LOVE TO LAUGH: yes!!! lol
I DRINK ALCOHOL FREQUENTLY: no couse not
I'VE SMOKED A PACK OF CIGARETTES IN 1 DAY: yes
I'M NOT A VIRGIN: i AM onist
I LOVE LORD OF THE FLIES: na
I EAT COUGH DROPS WHEN I'M NOT SICK: tehehe... yes.
I CAN'T SWALLOW PILLS: i can
I HAVE A LOT OF SCARS: ....yeas
I CAN'T SLEEP IF I KNOW THERE'S A SPIDER IN THE ROOM: too true
I LOVE CHOCOLATE: YESSS!!!!
I BITE MY NAILS: yh
I TWIRL MY HAIR: yes
I AM COMFORTABLE WITH BEING ME: sometimes
I PLAY COMPUTER GAMES WHEN I'M BORED: yes
I TAKE THESE GAY SURVEYS WHEN I'M BORED: yes
I'VE SEEN A SHOOTING STAR: yes
I'VE HAD A "MENAGE A TROIS": ???
I'VE GONE OUT IN PUBLIC IN MY PAJAMAS: yeap :)
I'VE KISSED A STRANGER: yh
I'VE KISSED SOMEONE FOR THE HELL OF IT: yeas...
I'VE HUGGED A STRANGER: yes :)
I'VE BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX: yh.
I'VE LAUGHED AND HAD SOME TYPE OF BEVERAGE COME OUT OF MY NOSE: hehehe... ouch, and yes.
I'VE PUSHED ALL THE BUTTONS IN AN ELEVATOR: hehe yeah in my hotel :).
I'VE MADE OUT IN AN ELEVATOR: *Awarked silence*.
I'VE KICKED A GUY WHERE IT HURTS ON PURPOSE: maybe :)
I'VE BEEN SKYDIVING: xD
I'VE BEEN BUNGEE JUMPING: xD
I'VE HAD STITCHES: yh
I'VE BITTEN SOMEONE..AS A JOKE: many times
I'VE BEEN TO NIAGARA FALLS: no
I'VE HAD THE CHICKEN POX: i think so..
I'VE CRASHED INTO A CAR: yh
I'VE BEEN TO JAPAN: nope
I'VE RIDDEN IN A TAXI: yh
I'VE SHOPLIFTED: no......
I'VE BEEN FIRED: yh
I'VE HAD FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T HAVE THEM BACK: who hasn't?
I'VE STOLEN SOMETHING FROM MY JOB: hehe shhh
I'VE BEEN ON A BLIND DATE: yh
I'VE HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER: hehe
I'VE CELEBRATED MARDI GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS: no
I'VE BEEN TO EUROPE: yh
I'VE SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER, AND/OR EMPLOYEE: yh
I'VE BEEN MARRIED: sorta
I'VE GOTTEN DIVORCED: no
I'VE BEEN PREGNANT: ...
I'VE SEEN SOMETHING/SOMEONE DYING: yes but i had to do the CPR
I HAVE A LIST OF PEOPLE I WANT TO KILL: maybe
I'VE DRIVEN OVER 400 MILES IN 1 DAY: yes... that was the most boring moment of my life
I'VE BEEN TO CANADA: nope
I'VE BEEN ON A PLANE: yes.
I'VE SEEN THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW: yh
I'VE THROWN UP FROM DRINKING: yh
I'VE EATEN SUSHI:no eww.
I'VE BEEN SKIING: yh xD
I'VE BEEN ICE SKATING: yes. :)
I'VE CRIED IN PUBLIC: yes
I'VE TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE: ...maybe...
I'VE LIKED SOMEONE EVEN THOUGH I KNEW I SHOULDN'T HAVE: yeap..
I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT SOMEONE ALMOST 24/7: yes. :)
I'VE HATED THE WORLD: no... very close though

Homophobia is Gay:
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones.
I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who died when the EMT s stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.
I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"
IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG REPOST THIS

If I Was To Die Would You Notice.......................

NO!!!

Good Job I Wouldn't Die For You Then Aint IT!!!!

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