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We're storming through this
About Me
despite what's right. One
I'm labelled emo... unfortunately, but I just go along with it and thank whoever calls me emo, just to piss them off. I would much rather die at 25 then live to see 50. Yes, I drink, yes I smoke pot, but that doesn't make me a bad kid, I just like having fun and living life to the fullest, thus my motto is 'Live fast, die pretty'. My favorite band is Bring Me The Horizon. If you really want to know me, message me! I don't bite! :D I'm not a very social person though, I'd much rather keep ton myself and stay home and listen to music. I listen to A LOT of music, thus music is my life, my soul, and my love. Everyone takes a back seat to my iPod. Why? 'Cause music has ALWAYS been there for me, every time a friend ditched me, every time I was alone, every time a friend backstabbed me, every time I was forgotten; music was there, and will always be there. There is a song for every mood, moment, situation I'm in. Every song I listen to basically holds a significance to my life. This is also why my iPod is the one thing my parents can NEVER take away from, music is my therapeutic and what keeps me sane. People always say I'm a spazz when I get really defensive over my music whenever the say it sucks. I'm not trying to be a spazz, but music is actually very important to me and is why I'm still here. I'm really protective over my music and the fact that it holds a great significance in my life. My music is what keeps me happy so of course I'm going to defend it, I'm not going to sit back and let you bash it. You may not like it, that's your opinion, just don't bash the bands and music I listen to because you will get caught in a fight with me over my music and how amazing it is. No offense, don't get freaked out, but I need my music it's important to me. I don't really have any friends, they're all using me, faking, or backstabbing, so I don't open up to people, I give them the basics so they leave me alone. I'm actually a very closed off person and it's pretty much to shelter myself from getting hurt. I've been through so much hurt for the only 16 years of life I've lived that I've learned to close myself off and to not let people get too close. I've never been lucky with friends or guys for that matter, so I stopped making friends. I'm somewhat of a loner I guess, but that makes me sound emo :P But it is true, most of my friends aren't actual friends and are using me so I stopped making friends for that sole purpose. I get constant death threats, hate emails, threats in general that I've just kind of stopped caring about anything all together. The things people have told me have taken a huge affect on who I am and the way that I am. I've tried ignoring a lot of them, but they sink in after being told the exact same thing by 10 different people in one week alone. But they've only made me stronger and the person that I am today, and it's thanks to certain bands and people that I haven't taken their words as seriously as I could've and those people deserve an honorable mention: Bring Me The Horizon, Escape The Fate, Ronnie Radke, Max Green, Craig Mabbitt, Oliver Sykes. And yes I do realize it's kinda weird that the guys from ETF are my idols and the boys who've helped through shit considering they almost hate each other. It's ironic almost :P I worship these boys and idolize them, not for how they look or whatever, but because of actual legit reasons, so if you're here to say shit and cause drama you can fuck off because I have a fuck off attitude and I will call you out on your shit. I don't take anyone's shit anymore because of those boys and because it's the way I am. Haters make me famous and only make me stronger.
Friends
final fight, for this tonight
Oneshots
Whoa-oh-oh With knives and pens
Chatter Box
we made our plight
3OH!3, The Academy Is..., A Day To Remember, AFI, Aiden, Alesana, Alkaline Trio, All Time Low, Artist Vs Poet, A Skylit Drive, At The Drive-In, A Rocket To The Moon, A Static Lullaby, Attack Attack, Attack Attack!, A Thorn For Every Heart, The Audition, Avenged Sevenfold, Bayside, Before Their Eyes, Between The Buried And Me, Big City Kids, Billy Talent, Blessthefall, Boys Like Girls, Breathe Carolina, Bring Me The Horizon, BrokeNCYDE, Bullet For My Valentine, Bury Your Dead, The Cab, Carolina Liar, Cash Cash, Chiodos, Cinematic Sunrise, Circa Survive, The Clash, Cobra Starship, Coldplay, Cute Is What We Aim For, Daft Punk, Dance Gavin Dance, Danger Is My Middle Name, Danger Radio, Darkest Hour, Dashboard Confessional, Death Cab For Cutie, The Devil Wears Prada, Does It Offend You, Yeah?, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Econoline Crush, Escape The Fate, Every Avenue, Eyes Set To Kill, Family Force 5, Forever The Sickest Kids, Four Letter Lie, The Friday Night Boys, From First To Last, Funeral For A Friend, Hadouken!, Hawthorne Heights, Hedley, Hey Monday, Hit The Lights, The Hush Sound, I Hate Kate, I Set My Friends On Fire, Iwrestledabearonce, The Junior Varsity, Justice, Kill Hannah, The Killers, Kings Of Leon, Less Than Jake, Lost Prophets, Madina Lake, The Maine, Marianas Trench, Mayday Parade, Metro Station, MGMT, The Midway State, Mobile, Motion City Soundtrack, Motionless In White, My Favorite Highway, My Passion, Nena, Neverending White Lights, Nevershoutnever!, Nirvana, No Bragging Rights, Panic! At The Disco, Paramore, Parkway Drive, Phantom Planet, Powerspace, The Ramones, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Rocket Summer, Saosin, Say Anything, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Secondhand Serenade, Secret Lives! Of The Freemasons, Settle, Sex Pistols, She Wants Revenge, Silverstein, Sing It Loud, Sky Eats Airplane, Spoon, There For Tomorrow, This Providence, Tickle Me Pink, Tokio Hotel, Valencia, Vampire Weekend, We The Kings, We Shot The Moon, We Smoke Fags, White Tie Affair, Womb 2 Da Tomb
Credits
Knives and Pens
Content: yourname
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Updates
Alone at last, we can sit and fight
DATE: August 23, 2009TIME: 6:06am
MUSIC: Black Veil Brides - Knives & Pens
Updating a couple of atories, first one to be updated will be the story I'm co writing with Emz on HER page about Andy Sixx, not mine. Then I'm going to try and update my Oli Sykes story :D
booooo I hate choooo
Stories
And I've lost all faith in this blurring light
With: Rebecca Nicholls & Oliver Sykes characters.
Currently: 29 out of 29 (COMPLETE)
Two: Teenage Tendencies
With: Alix Evans & Oliver Sykes characters.
Currently: 3 (Somewhat Hiatus)
Three: This Place Lies Within The Depths Of My Dreams
With: Chelsea Summers & Max Green characters.
Currently: 5
Four: Love Has Always Been A Bullshit Excuse For A Happily Ever After
With: Alison Watson & Max Green characters.
Currently: 1
Five: If I Had It My Way I'd Slit Your Throat With The Knife You Left In My Back
With: Rebecca Nicholls & Oliver Sykes characters.
Currently: 1 (SEQUEL)
Six: This Marks The Day We Met On Your Terms
With: Ashleigh Leighton & Andy Sixx characters.
Currently: 11
Extra
But stay right here we can change our plight
So, I have TWO best friends here on Mibba, three in real life :P One of my best friends on Mibba is a best friend in real life. Her name is Hayley and I love her THHHIIIIIISSSSSSS much!! :P She knows me pretty much inside and out. I tell her almost, well jsut about, everything. She's the only one I trust with everything and anything. We used to fight ALL the time over the stupidest things, but I still love her. haha. I trust her a lot and know that I can go to her for just about anything and I'm glad she's still around and still my bestest friend even with all the shit she's said and done to me and vice versa :P I love her and if anyone says shit about her I WILL fuck you up XD She's my own, kinda, personal AP Magazine almost, as am I to her. We recommend each other bands ALL the time because we both hate popular music. But, I'm also her personal music store whenever she wants more music haha :P But, she's the one who taught me how to actually download music for the first time haha XD My second BFFL is Emz! She's on Mibba and lives somewhere in the States. I have never actually met her before, but she's my bestie and I trust just as much as I trust Hayley. We have A LOT in common and go on about the randomest things and have these long ass comments that will blow your fucking brains out. I tell Emz almost everything, she doesn't know EVERYTHING like Hayley does, but she's close haha :D Um.... I don't know what else to write about Emz and her amazingness... there' not much else to say. OH! But I do thank her for introducing me to Black Veil Brides, I love her A LTO for that haha :P And ya, I'll probably add to this later :P OH! If you wanna know what she looks like, copy and paste this link ---> http://twitpic.com/alvol :P