dead...without...you

LoVEtheLiES

Little_Jacob

DC333

XxLive.N.DiexX

VaMpIrE_Alice

Lose Your Numbness

Silent_Remorse

rileyshea2014

my myspace url:
http://www.myspace.com/mirandapanda143
username:
Mir&da

I have alot of labels hanging over my head:
emo, asian, rich bitch, prep, popular, reclusive

they seem to contradict each other, don't they? yeah. well i accept all labels given to me cuz really, they're all part of who i am.

the reason i cut is the feel. not suicide. never again.
pain doesn't try to sympathize like your friends do. and friends sometimes don't understand whats going on and what to sympathize with. but i don't want sympathy. i just want them to understand what is going on and not to worry bout it. pain doesn't sympathize or worries about your feelings. but it understands like nothing else does. it understands cuz pain was born from the problem it came from.

READING AND WRITING AND DRAWING ARE MY PASSIONS. LISTENING TO MUSIC IS MY ADDICTION!!!

If you ever meet me or talk to me, you're already my friend. ask anything of me and I'll do it for you. I'll never let you down. I put everyones feelings, wants, and needs before my own.

You can try to hurt me physically, mentally, verbally, anyway you want, but it won't do anything to me because I'm just that strong. I have to be strong for my friends. I have to be strong for them when they're down. Hurt any of my friends and you're in a load of hurt from me.

If you ever have a problem, i will do everything in my power to fix it. I'll listen and be there for you and help you through it. If you think it's just a waste of my time, too bad. I Have all the time in the world. If you think it's not important, too bad again. I just made it important to me.

I don't worry about things. If i worry, then my friends worry. I made a promise to my grandpa right before he died: Never worry, and don't cause other people to worry. Give them reason to not be worried.

I don't live for me, but for my friends. I hold them close to my heart. Each is a part of who I am. Take one away, and I'm not exactly the same. People tell me to be happy and do the things that make me happy. I'm happy if my friends are happy.

I don't care what you think of me. I like who i am. Nothing you do can change that. i may not think i'm pretty, or smart, or kind, even if my friends do. But the fact is, I don't want to be prettier or smarter or any of it than anyone else. I'm just as good as the next person. We're all equals, or at least have the potential to be so. don't question it.

I don't like racism, or prejudice. It's a horrible thing and just brings hate into exsistence. Jealousy is stupid. Just be content with what you have, its more than what most people have.

Not everyone can be happy at the same time. Why? Because something that makes one person happy may be the thing that makes one person angry. we each have our own personalities, and preferences, and wants. We can't all possibly get what we want. We all have our ups and downs in life. Just learn to deal with it.

Don't question the shy kid's love. Even if they don't seem to love you the way you want them to, they love you just the same, in their own way.

Don't dwell on the past, because you'll just be stuck in that time, but don't forget it. Live it, learn from it, move past it into the future.

I believe there is a god out there. Someone had to have created this wonderful world i live in (Yes, i think this world is wonderful, even though it's so screwed up sometimes). But i also believe, about god, that you can pray to him, and tell him all your problems and ask him to fix things, but that doesn't mean he's going to do anything about it. If you want something to change, you've got to work for it and strive to make that change. you shouldn't depend on others to change your life. People can affect your life, and influence your decisions, but it's up to you to make the final decision.

If there is anyone you can trust all the time, it is only yourself. You are always there for you. Friends can flake, parents may not understand. Not everyone you want to trust truly knows you. If there is someone you should trust and believe in, it is you. You know who you are, so you can trust you.

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I'm that friend that, when the whole world seems to have given up on you, and doesn't care about you, know that I care about you, and i always will.

I'm that friend that will still be your friend, even if you hate me, because i love you.

I'm that friend that will not care what everyone thinks of you, because even through everyone elses opnions, I'll think you're downright amazing.

I'm that friend that when i tell you something, you'll never question it, because you can trust me.

I'm that friend that's here to brighten up your day, and makes you my number one priority, and not myself.

I'm that friend that will put everything aside, includding my own problems, to listen to yours and help you with them.

I'm that friend that will always stick up for you in any situation, no matter the consequences.

I'm that friend that you can trust, believe, and depend on, because I promise, I'll never leave you.

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at the times when life just really sucks, know that there is probably worse going on somewhere else. it's okay to complain a little, but don't go overdoing it, like your problem is the only one in the world. if something is ever bothering you, i'm here to talk to, but remeber, you're not the only one.

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HEY! Check out my boyfriend's story and profile! little_jacob. he's
convinced that mine is better than his, which i fail to believe. check out his story and mine and tell us what u think and which is better. if you don't mind, that is.

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it's Pon & Zi. they're uber cute! watch this video. and it connects to more Pon and Zi ones after it's done. ~^_^~


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einjuru333 (aka Angel) is the most amazing and awesomest friend ever on mibba!!! (as decided by Miranda, Katelyn, and Jacob. Yup yup). One day we are going to take you to the beach!!! And hang out! and go snowboarding. and teach u how to swim and surf! and we're going to disneyland!!! no doubt about it.

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Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini skirt with a t shirt that barely covers anything?

Isnt it funny you can change your music! taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music! and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

ISNT IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone?

Are you laughing?

Isnt it funny how an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

ISNT IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music! you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

Im not laughing!

ITS SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

ISNT IT FUNNY that you can call the emos, punks and the goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

ISNT IT FUNNY HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOURNOTEMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS.

KEEP ON LAUGHING!

Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life

without knowing her situation with her friends

or or her family

or her LIFE

BRAVE IS NOT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING

BRAVE IS NOT
SAYING A SPEECH

BRAVE IS NOT
DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS. . .

. . . . . LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND
BEING PROUD OF IT.

KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS.

GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET.

GOING TO SCHOOL EVERY DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES.

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE, ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS.

KEEP ON LAUGHING.
Put this on your profile if you agree

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I have always done things for others, and have taught myself to never ask them for anything in return. I taught myself not to want more than what i already have. I shouldn't need more, because i have more than i can possibly need or ask for. But, this year, i found someone. Someone that makes me put everything aside and live for me. He gives me much more than i deseve. He gives me his time, to listen to all my problems and help me with them. He gives me anything i ask for and does everything i ask him. But most importantly, he gives me his love. All of this is far more than this spoiled, selfish girl deserves. So i give him all that I can back; all my love.
So Jacob, I love you and i'm dead without you.

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save us by cartel.