eighteen inches

Name

andi

Age

14

Gender

Female

Location

so far away, oh so far away

Joined date

December 28th, 2006

Stories

• Cheshire Grins

  Latest update: Chapter 1 on March 25th, 2008

• 444

  Latest update: Chapter 1 on December 24th, 2007

• Green Apples

  Latest update: Chapter 1 on December 20th, 2007

• Corrupt Furor

  Latest update: Chapter 1 on December 13th, 2007

• Cirque des Anges

  Latest update: Chapter 12 on December 12th, 2007

• September 11th, 2001

  Latest update: Chapter 4 on September 12th, 2007

• In Memories We Trust

  Latest update: Chapter 14 on June 7th, 2007

Articles

• 

  Hole in the Heart

  Articles, January 4th, 2008
• 

  Can You Feel It?

  Articles, December 29th, 2007

Poems

• My Hero

  September 10th, 2007

• One Less

  May 23rd, 2007

Journals

• Calling All 9/11 Tributes!

  September 12th, 2007

• Would anyone like to make a tribute to 9/11?

  September 11th, 2007

• projekt revolution 8.04.07

  August 5th, 2007

Friends

Spaceboy

genesisofDOOM

xXxjessicaxXx

havewelostjimmy?

Heartswell.

Mrs. Melting Crayons

d'ash

Tainted Seance

Mindfreak.

Phantasmagoria

IneedsomeInspiration

jepha's pineapple.

About

HIT THE LIGHTS

Imagine: Lights are off in the smallest closet of the entire house and by flashlight a five year old kid is reading, hair in a slightly lopsided pony tail, the cargo shorts she took from her brother are almost falling off, and a large Lion King bandaid covers a scratch and bruise from the last accident. Suddenly someone knocks on the door and she gasps because she just knows it's her brother coming to beat her up again.

WE'RE GOING DOWN

Imagine: Years later...still the same kid trying to smile and laugh like nothing's wrong. Playing the part of daughter, friend, sister perfectly, she sits in class and waits for a question no one else knows so she can raise her hand from the back. Clothes are a little cooler, hair a little more feminine, mind a little more mature. Doesn't take much while friends are around; easier to be herself invisible. At home she locks herself away, finds solace in music and writing, but no one would ever know.

I SWEAR, YOU'RE JUST IN TIME

Lying through gritted teeth; Everything's fine, I'm fine, We're all just... fine. But in the end she just wants to go home and wait for her brother to stumble through the door, arms laden with half empty bottles that she can later steal and finish off. Wishing for the blade, now, to erase all this pain. But she's clean now, remember that, because God knows she won't. Drown herself in obscure lyrics, wants to pretend whoever's singing them really and truly understands; just wants someone to fix her. Save her.
Lies
______________________Miss Miranda; by Smashed Pumpkin. Read

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