fallsapart

Well... not much to say about me. Just most likely the most unusual person you'll run into. I am a ninja. My hobbies include 3am coffee runs and trying desperately to say something utterly outrageous and insane. That's usually how I meet my friends; the people who don't run away screaming after having a conversation with me are worthy :-p.
Also if you haven't noticed, I appreciate the book Twilight. THE BOOK, NOT THE FUCKING MOVIE. If you have anything to say to me about it, please do not mention anything about Robert Pattinson. I will kick my foot through a wall.
I mediate between really arrogant and really shy. I'm, by all intents and purposes, a decent person, so if you need advice or like to say hi, feel free.

Some Music I Listen to:

Avenged Sevenfold
My Chemical Romance ------^----@
HURT
Greenday
Say Anything
THe Pink Spiders
Tool
A Perfect Circle*******(Judith is AWESOME, 3 libras, imagine)
HiM (VAMPIRE HEART)
Coheed and Cambria
Disturbed (Stupify)
Deftones
Dispatch (The General)
Escape the Fate
The Medic Droid
Tokio Hotel
The Used
Beastie Boys
AFI
Apocalyptica
Bloodhound gang
CKY
Coheed and Cambria
Breaking Benjamin
Bob Marley
Count Zero
Crossfade
Crystal Method
The Cure
A Dawn Becoming
FOB
Foo Fighters
From First to Last
Goo Goo Dolls
Gorillaz
Smashing pumpkins
Pucifer
Bleed the Dream
Matchbox Romance (Monsters, fav.)
Marilyn Manson
Aiden
Atreyu
Adema (Giving in)
Sublime (The wrong way, 40 0z. to freedom)
Say Anything
Sound Garden
Evanescence
Korn
Nirvana*
Kill Hannah
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Tenacious D (Beelzebozz)
Wednesday 13
Linkin Park (Bleed it Out)
Some Breed of Human (Q!!!!)

****Poem inspired by the movie THE CROW:***

We were more than lovers
They saw it in you and me
They robbed our lives away from us
So that we'd never be.

I was buried next to you
To seal our love in graves
Hoping that we would find bliss
And rest from all our pain.

Therosesthat they layed for you
Rotted and turned to dust
But I remained, all alone
Filled with hope and trust.

A month passed, and then a year
And six feet crushed my tomb
For even though we were side by side
I was so far from you.

But the cyanide inside grew hot
I could not sleep in peace
I wanted to scream and shout and cry
But only rage filled me.

My spirit grew so vengeful
For what was done to you
So I crawled away from death
To seek revenge for you.

I killed them all in your name
Theirblood, red as a rose
I didn't so it by myself
I had a bird; a crow.

The only thing that kept me here
To find vengeance for you
I was it and it was me,
The last comfort I knew.

And when I killed the last of them
And death had been defied
I stumbled back to the cemetery
And fell back to your side.

My love, my soul eternally
It has been done for now
We can be together at last
But please, where are you now?

And she layed her hand apon my back
And smiled like a dream
She picked me up, and held me close
And whispered, "I'm here, now sleep."

In death love leaves us never
For anyone @ all
When asked, I sit and smile and say
"Victims, aren't we all?"
(If you were on imnotokay.net, you've probably read this. Yes, it's about the movie.)

"Never believe that music was some instrument to go at the extreme in any cases where you can say yourself how many people around of you think that it is true but the imagination should be in your mind for the complete control"

-Kurt Cobain
April 5, 1994
R.I.P.

:133:Come to the darkside. We have cookies.

Shade

Who are you but a shade?
A shade of the one I once loved
A fleeting shadow
A fading kiss
Only resounding echo
In my long hollow Heart