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Hi, my name is Jasmine. I am 19 years old; my room is my favorite place to be. I am very shy, and always hyperactive. I rarely sleep. And when I do go to sleep, it is usually during the day. [My family calls me a vampire because I stay up all night and ‘hide’ from the sun during the day, as they say. I love the sun it is just too bright.]

I usually go to sleep at 6am for at least 2 hours and then I get up. Sometimes I only go to sleep for half an hour. I love the Twilight books, hate the movie, my favorite Twilight books are Twilight, New moon, Eclipse and Midnight sun. I hate Breaking Dawn and no it’s not cause Bella dies for like two seconds cause [please don’t hate me all you Edward/Bella fans but.] I think Bella should date Jacob Black, okay so he wasn't that cute, hell, he wasn’t even cute [But, that’s just me, and I know you’re thinking ‘Oh, you have no room too talk look at you, you’re uglier than Shrek. Fine, that is what I was thinking.] However, he was so sweet and he did not leave her and sure if he got mad he could kill her but Edward could just kill her by touching her. And well I just think she should date Jacob but that is just my opinion.

I have a huge obsession with My Chemical Romance but then again who does not. My life is not awesome. At least I have my friends. I miss many of my friends a lot. I am not one for showing my feeling. If you ask me about my problems, I will tell you "I don't want to trouble you with my problems!"

I give good advice [That's I’m told but, I don’t think I do, but, then again I don’t really think high of myself.] I only talk, when talked to, asked a question or I have too. I do not feel comfortable asking people personal questions. I AM NOT EMO SO PLEASE DO NOT CALL ME EMO! I HATE BEING LABELED! It sucks. I am myself.
I am 98% shy. I have panic attacks at random times. I love Spiders/any kind of bug out there well aside from Water bugs, they are creepy and weird looking =]. I hate myself. If I ever say I am ugly [which I am] please do not make me try to feel better. Do not just say I am pretty or beautiful to make me feel better because news flash, it does not work.

No matter how many times every one told me I am pretty or beautiful, I still believe I am ugly. I hate just about everything about myself. But, I would never change myself for someone. I’m useless, and ugly, and weird, and just plain boring.’ I do not have a problem with how I look; I do not wish I were pretty or anything. I hate myself because of other reasons not because I am ugly, weird, or anything.

Some of my friends know why. If I talk to you on here or any other sites and I don’t tell you about my life, its better off, you don’t know because you’d probably judge me and not want to talk to me or you’d send me hate mail. Plenty of things happen that are my fault and I do not know why.

I might come off emo but I'm NOT! If you do not call me emo, I will give you a cupcake. My favorite kind of animal is an Amazon [bird]. I have an Amazon; his name is Stormy.
So, that’s all because well.

1. I cannot think of anything else to write.
2. My eyes burn because you know how when you stare at a computer/TV screen for too long your eyes start to burn, yeah, well that’s why my eyes burn.
3. This is excessively long, and I will be surprised if anyone even reads the whole thing.

Peace
xoxo

xgunsgobangbangx666

Songs of My Life

Opening Credits: Skylines and Turnstiles – My Chemical Romance :) Their first song ever :)

Waking Up: What's My Age Again? – Blink 182

First Day at School: Welcome to the Black Parade – My Chemical Romance :)

Fight Song: Shut up – Blink 182

Breaking up: I Don’t Love You – My Chemical Romance :)

Happiness: Wake Up Call – Hawthorne Heights

Life's Okay: Wake up – Three Days Grace

Metal Breakdown: Wake Me up When September Ends – Green Day

Driving: Vampire's Will Never Hurt You – My Chemical Romance :)

Flashback: You Fucked Up My Life – Blink 182

Getting Back Together: To Write Love on Her Arms – Hawthorne Heights

Wedding: To the End – My Chemical Romance :)

Birth of a Child: Sleep – My Chemical Romance :)

Final Battle: Thank You for the Venom – My Chemical Romance :)

Death Scene: Until Her Heart Stops – Hawthorne Heights

Funeral Song: This Is the Best Day Ever – My Chemical Romance :)

End Credits: The Ghost of You – My Chemical Romance :)

As you can see my favorite band is My Chemical Romance.

Bands I listen too...

Avenged Sevenfold
Blink 182
Boys Like Girls
Breaking Benjamin
Good Charlotte
Green Day
Hawthorne Heights
Linkin Park - Not so much, they've become I don't know. I just don't listen to them anymore.
My Chemical Romance =]
Sum 41
Three Days Grace - And many more.