The man there in that picture above all of this, the man who's beautiful, the man who's saved my life so many times; his name is Fred Mascherino and he's a gentle, peaceful musician who's got his own band called The Color Fred. Fred's the reason why most times at school, out in town or even at home I'm the go-lucky girl I seem to be to strangers and all who know me. Without Fred, I wouldn't be a color, without Fred, I wouldn't be me.

I love how I'm refered to as 'Fazzi' or 'Abi Fazzi' by people now; it makes me feel closer to one of my biggest hero's so please, call me by either of those names. Matthew Fazzi from Taking Back Sunday is my reason for breathing, my reason for not giving up on life so many times; I don't know what I'd do without his guidance in life.

I'm the biggest Taking Back Sunday fan you'll meet – and that's without meeting the band.

I love my group of friends; they're my life and oh so amazing – each of them have their reason for being in that group I class friends at school but I think Hannah has the biggest right to call me her best friend as I've known her for seven years in July.

I'm close to a few of teachers, my music teacher being one of them, my form tutor being another. My music teacher, Lester, he got me into Taking Back Sunday, MXPX, Just Surrender, ect – I owe a lot to this man; that and he's just an amazing support and fun – he's more like a good friend then a teacher as he's only just over ten years older then myself. My form tutor is also my history teacher and happens to be an amazing woman; she's shown me so much about myself that and I love making her smile by lying to her and saying 'Mrs, just remember; you're still twenty' even though she's nearing forty-one.