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The end of oblivion

The end of oblivion
Name
Steph♥
Age
13
Gender
Female
Location
United States
Joined date
January 27th, 2009

Escape from reality

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Those who matter

Thanatos Shota
Just a Girl.
UnderYourBed
awaken.me.darkly
Kaige;;
wonderless
Eoix
StraightUpHustler_
ransom.
VirtueofNecessity
Aw-D-O
More Original
Masterpiece.
Beyond Birthday
Light.Up.The.Sky
jess18
invisible me
Donnie Darko;;
flawed perfection;;

Me, myself, and I...

I don't have many friends, but the two that I do have are all I need. Selena and Vivian are two very awesome people who I've known since...forever. I really don't know what I'd do without them.

You know when you get the feeling something is missing? Yea, well that's a constant theme in my life. I always have felt as if there is something I'm supposed to be doing, or maybe someone out there that's supposed to make me feel... complete. I can't really explain it, but I can say that it's like I'm... empty. I'll forever be searching for the unknown missing factor in my life.

Mibba's pledge of allegiance: I pledge allegiance to Dujo, and the united writers of mibba, and to the stories for which they stand, one website under God [Dujo], fantastical, with awesomeness and creativity for all. - Stephanie♥

CLICK HERE --->[Death Note is EPIC.]

GAY PRIDE DAMMIT!!! If you're a fucking homophobic prick, then screw you. ♥♥♥

I have openly admitted to my intense cursing problem. Well, I guess you could say it's just a really bad habit...
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Currently;; ONLINE! ♥
the tunes;; Dust land Fairy tale - The Killers <3
Currently updating;; Crying over the death of Collin Alexander, RIP; 10/11/09
Wanting;; to go back in time.
Wishing;; The murderers suffer in hell for all of eternity.
I feel;; Sad, depressed, choked with emotion, angry, defeated, tired, bored, anxious.

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I've changed my username a few times, here are some of my previous names (the last one being the most recent):

1. angel.of.darkness
2. Epic_Emerald13
3. Ambernight
4. mixingXcolors
5. SeptemberSkyLine;
6. The end of oblivion


I love shades but I find colors more vibrant and interesting. Black, gray, white, ocean blue, crimson red, purple and lime green are some of my favorite shades and colors. I spend more than half of my life day-dreaming, and my favorite part of going to sleep is to dream. Sometimes I wish I would never wake up. I enjoy writing because it takes me into an entirely different world. A world without limits, and I world that I create. Sometimes I wish that I had complete control and power over everything. I dislike when things don't go my way but I won't be a complete bitch about it.

I'm very descriptive and when I tell a story (even if it's a short story) I tend to make it much, much longer than it needs to be (Take this annoyingly long 'about me' for example).That's just me though, and I can't change it. I am called 'Emo' so often that I'm pretty much used to it by now. Although I can't say it doesn't piss me off. I am not emo, I am unique. I have nothing against Emo individuals but I like to be classified under my own category. I can be very nice when I want to, but I don't have a very good temper when things piss me off. You don't want to know the bad side of me. I hate a lot of people by nature, and I am extremely particular about who to be friends with. It's either I like you or I don't. There really is no in between. If I like you though, I'll probably show it.

I like sharing my personal thoughts, but I rather write what I think than speak it. I love most animals, but I absolutely hate all most people. I guess in a way I hate my own species, and myself. Most humans disgust me because of the way they act. Humans have destroyed many lives and even the earth without a second thought. I think that's truly sad, and I try to be down to earth as much as I can. I don't like thinking of myself as a normal person. I'm pretty weird and you'd know that if you knew me.

Crying is something that I rarely do in front of other people, unless something happened that truly saddened me. I used to be a much more sensitive person, but after a few bad experiences back in elementary school, I have vowed to never cry in school. At least not where people can see me...

I am obsessed with reading, and I love reading slash stories for some reason. Don't ask me why, I know it's weird. I am a girl, in case you haven't noticed. I have read many books in my short lifetime, and I have found that nonfiction books bore me to tears. (Literally) I can only stand reading fiction and sometimes realistic fiction.

My writing is usually inspired by dreams, events that have happened to me, my friends, or other stories that I have previously read. I like poetry a lot, but I pretty much suck at writing it. I'm mostly a very quiet person, in school at least, and I am definitely not considered popular. I don't want to be popular though, I would hate it.

Preps usually annoy me, and I don't exactly enjoy being around them. I can't stand when people are incredibly immature, and I like using correct grammar as often as I can. I wish that I lived in England, Italy, Germany, or Japan. Traveling around the world sounds incredibly interesting; too bad it requires money (something I generally lack).

I'm officially addicted to anime. Some of my favorite ones are:

- Vampire Knight & Vampire Knight Guilty (♥♥♥♥♥)
- Fruits Basket (♥♥♥♥)
- Blood + (♥♥♥♥)
- Death Note (♥♥♥♥♥)
- Kuroshitsuji (♥♥♥♥♥)

**♥ = The rating from 1 -5 hearts.

I love Japanese, Chinese and Korean, and German music even though I can't understand too much of it. I also like rock music, alternative, a few rap songs, and... certain types of instrumental music.

I really like the bands/singers All time Low, Forever the Sickest Kids, Avenged Sevenfold, My chemical Romance, Cute is what we aim for, We the kings, Good Charlotte, Massive Attack, Cobra Starship, 3OH!3, Papa Roach, Panic! At the disco, Coldplay, Evanescence, Interpol, A Fine Frenzy, Vanessa Carlton, The Beatles, Nine days, Hey Monday, Pink, Madina Lake, Epik high, Big Bang, Shinkirou, and The Veronicas. That's not all of them, but there are way to many. I recommend that you check many of these bands or singers out.


Original Quotes! [No stealing, without permission.]

"And as we're going down in flames, we'll take the world with us."

"If you're not afraid of death, then you have nothing to fear."

"Love. It's the sole topic that fairy tales tend to revolve around. It involves so many confusing, and sometimes hurtful emotions, but... at the same it's supposed to be amazing. Sometimes, I wonder. What does it feel like to love someone so much that it hurts? To be so attached to someone, you feel as if you'll fall apart when they aren't by your side? What exactly is love? And will I ever feel it?"

"I simply laughed at all of the stereotypical labels, glad that I had enough individuality to be myself."

"I'm not afraid of the dark, I'm afraid of what resides in the shadows."

"If you have anything to say to me, don't hold back. Life is just too damn short for that."

"I see no reason why you should judge other people unfairly. I don't care about who you love, what religious beliefs you have, what label you go by, or what your skin color is. The only people I hate on are the ones who are too close-minded to see any of that."


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Hehe...here's something fun...

If you get more than 30 I strongly recommend some counseling!
IF you get more than 21 you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20 then u are normal.
If you get 10 or less you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any,are full of sh*t!

I Fear…

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders (big ones)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] lakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] monsters under my bed
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs (if they were alive)
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speeds
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love (more like "trusting...")

YES! I only got nine! I'm...FEARLESS!!! Are you?

If you have something to say, don't hesitate.



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