chimicamenteusato.

and you are?

do you really want to know me?

really?

are you sure?

okay then.

great!

There was a moment in my life when I really wanted to kill myself. And there was one other moment when I was close to that. . . . But even in my most jaded times, I had some hope.

Gerard Way said that.

It is the most inspirational quote as of right now.
It tells you that even in your darkest moments, you should have some hope.

It's more than just you out there.

"When we first started out I had a really big issue and a lot of my loved ones had a really big issue with the fact that I was totally in pain up there and there was a time when I tried to hurt myself off stage, but I got over that. Like, you should never want to hurt yourself. You should love yourself. Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself and become a new person and I think that that is going to be a lot of what the next record is about, not to plug it or anything. Like, it's going to talk about dying and coming back to become what you totally want to become. We are all becoming what we want to become."--Gerard Way.
what i am
name? gerard&&quinn&&jessica
age? fourteen
orientation? confused about that. mostly lesbian.
status? single.what is my life for?
friends
family
music

what am i afraid of?
heights
needles
rejection
dying

who do i live for?
my two best friends.
alison
&&
halieghsave me from myself. the reasons i am typing to you.

alison
i know that you regret somethings you do, but, so does everyone else. the thing is, i love you, and nothing can stop me from saying that. i know you love me too. you have saved me from myself, i love that you have, also, you have helped me try what i thought i could never do. you are my inspiration. i can't live without you. you are my hope, my help. you have helped me do things I could never do alone. yeah, haliegh helps me with somethings, but, you help me more than anyone or anything. thank you. you are the one that i remember when i feel hopeless. i know you'll always there. i love you and you keep me going. i don't know what i'd become if you left me. and no matter what you say, you're the best thing that every happened to me. i swear it. i love you beyond imagine. i know that you are what makes me live another day, live longer, and live better. thank you beyond words.

any other things i should put up here?
i'll put up what you comment telling me to put up. (well, almost anything)

while you're at it, why not check out a story or poem? ;]

i found this on another user's profile and it made me cry. because these are true stories. if you're homophobic, you're just such an asshole. because, nobody should go through this. it's just what's wrong about it that makes it sad.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones.

I am the one who killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised.The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMT's stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"

BANDSSS:

3oh!3
ac/dc
a day to remember
afi
aiden
alkaline trio
all time low
anti-flag
attack! attack!
baumer
black flag
black veil brides
blink-182
breathe carolina
bring me the horizon
buckcherry
bullet for my valentine
chiodos
cobra starship
death cab for cutie
elliot minor
escape the fate
fairmont
fall out boy
flyleaf
good charlotte
green day<3hawthourne heights
hollywood undead
iron maiden
jet
jimmy eat world
journey
kaiser cheifs
katy perry
kelly clarkson
kings of leon
kiss kiss bang bang
leathermouth
less than jake
lifehouse
linkin park
lynard skynard
megadeath
metallica
mindless self indulgence
morissey
motley crue<3my chemical romance<3nirvana
panic! at the disco
papa roach
paramore
pencey prep
p!nk
queens of the stone age
rage against the machine
red hot chili peppers
saving abel
senses fail
sing it loud
slayer
stevie ray vaughn
story of the year
taking back sunday
the all american rejects
the beatles
the blues brothers
the doors
the ramones
the used<3the velocet
the white stripes
the who
three days grace
three doors down
tokio hotel
underoath
valencia
weezer
and too many more

This is for those who cried to The Ghost Of You.
For those who felt empowered during Famous Last Words.
For those who felt they could relate to I'm Not Okay.
For those who want to start a riot because of Teenagers.
For those who are demolition lovers.
For those who killed all their friends.
This is for those who got welcomed To The Black Pararde.
For those who aren't afraid to keep on living;
Who aren't afraid to walk this world alone.
So let's crash the cemetery gates, with heads held high and MCR in out hearts, because we are the MCRmy.
For anyone who loves Gerard no matter what color his hair was.
For anyone who loves that pansy Frank and was worried when he got sick.
For anyone who has ever fantasied about playing with Ray's hair.
For anyone who got worried when Bob got burnt.
For anyone who cried every single time Gerard got drunk or high.
For anyone who bought MCR's new ablum the very second they could and protect it with their lives.
For anyone who can't watch The Ghost Of You without crying.
For anyone who isn't okay.
For anyone who loves My Chemical Romance with all of their "black little hearts".
For anyone who didn't just listen to their music, but their lyrics, too.
For anyone who thinks they'll die alone.
For anyone who wanted to jump up on stage just to give the band hugs.
For anyone who wanted to meet them just to say "thank you".
For anyone who wanted them for their advice, not their money.
For anyone who wants to say 'I love you' without any remorse.
For anyone who is sick of having their heart broken, or getting hurt.
For anyone who can honestly say that MCR saved their lives.
For anyone who gets exited when someone says "Gerard, Frankie, Bob, Mikey" or "Ray".
For anyone who gets exited when someone says "My Chemical Romance", "My Chem" or "MCR".
For anyone who says "I am a My Chemical Romance fan" with pride, and with honesty.
For anyone who will repost this, and actually take the time.
For anyone who has had a relative say, "Please, no more MCR today!"
For anyone who gets excited when they see a random person wearing an MCR shirt.
For anyone who will go across the country to see a My Chemical Romance concert.
For enyone who listens to the message MCR has to share with the world.
For anyone who doesn't know where they'd be without them;
For anyone who's life changed the moment they heard one song.
For everyone who would hold a funeral procession at school if MCR broke up.
We ARE the MCRmy.
They told us they weren't okay.
They told us vampires would never hurt us.
They want us to say our famous last words and join The Black Parade.
They said the mirror wasn't big enough for the both of them.
They cried for the ghost of us.
They introduced us to Helena.
They don't love us like they did yesterday.
We ARE the MCRmy.
Real MCR fans know more songs than Welcome to the Black Parade.
Real MCR fans know Gerard Way's brother's name.
Real MCR fans get exited and hyper when one of there songs come on the radio.
Real MCR fans punch anyone who disses Gerard's hair, or anything about MCR, for that matter.
Real MCR fans know the names of everyone in the band, and what they do.
Real MCR fans shop for hours just to find a jacket that looks like the Black Parade uniforms.
Real MCR fans will keep reading this.
I am a demolition lover.
I am never okay.
I was welcomed to the Black Parade.
I am young, and I don't care.
I am disenchanted.
I am filled with unapolagetic apathy.
I mourned Mikey's glasses and the death of Pansy.
I live life on the murder scene
I did cry to The Ghost Of You.
I did feel empowered by Famous Last Words.
I worried about Bob and his burn.
I helped Gerard stay sober.
I have an obsession with Ray's hair.
I am not afraid to keep on living,
or to walk this world alone.
I crashed the cemetery gates.
I brought you my bullets when you brought me your love.
I gave three cheers for sweet revenge.
I know what they do to guys like us in prison.
I gave 'em hell and hung 'em high.
I killed all my friends.
I gave gallons of blood.
I have seen the early sunsets over Monroeville.
Vampires can never hurt me!