Deadlyyy

No matter how many friends, jobs, education, or drinks that you have-
you still lie in your room at night
going over it all in your head.
feeling so misunderstood
the more you think of how the person you lost could have taken the things that you said or did at those moments in time.
Closely following these feelings of regret is a sudden urge of impulse.
Calling and trying to reach that person with a feeling that you need to explain yourself for tiny moments that have long since been forgotten by people with the luxury of moving on.
Guilt is a comfortably feeling in lovers remorse.
Feeling guilty that that one point in time you had that companionship could have been your one and only chance at happiness-
Press play in your head.
the night is young.
-Cady Groves