in a world of black and white,

YOU'LL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE BECAUSE I'M ALREADY DEAD. YOU'LL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE BECAUSE I'M ALREADY DEAD. YOU'LL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE BECAUSE I'M ALREADY DEAD INSIDE.

I can't prove this makes any sense, but I sure hope that it does!
~ the piano knows something i dont know.




Green Day is my life. Green Day is my favorite band. Green Day keeps me alive; keeps me smiling or laughing or crying and screaming. Green Day is my passion, my inspiration - Green Day saved my life, changed my life and who I am, who I was. Billie, Mike, Tre - I love you, I need you, I thank you. I'm waiting, as I have been patiently these last four years. i lost my faith to this; this town that don't exist.

My Chemical Romance saved my soul. My Chemical Romance helped save my life. My Chemical Romance gave me real emotions - happiness, sadness, euphoria, despair - but most of all, they helped me realize what I feel is unconditional love, real love. March 1st, 2007. April 17th, 2008. April 18th, 2008. well tonight, will it ever come?

Marilyn Manson gave me the supreme confidence to say fuck you, and when I say it, I mean it. Marilyn Manson helped me come to terms with a lot of things: religion, violence, intelligence, way of thinking; Marilyn Manson inspires me to be a twisted little fuck. February 7th, 2008. i am the god of fuck.

Motley, Motley, Motley. They took my innocence and sparked my enthusiasm for heroin, big hair, rock, debauchery, and everything else great about the 80's and now. Nikki Sixx is one of my biggest inspirations and one of my greatest loves - he makes me think and I admire and respect him beyond words. July 19th, 2008. i had to run away high so i wouldn't come home low.

Ah, those dear Panic boys. So far, I found that they hold the exquisite power of making me smile - making me happy, truly happy - which I assure you is no easy feat. I've seen them twice - May 25th, 2008, October 22nd, 2008. I truly thank them, I honestly owe them so very much. oh, if you just knew, what would they do?

This man humbled me. This man opened my tear ducts. This man changed me. Heath Ledger, I love you dearly, forever and always. You are so alive, in so many ways.

I believe in Barack Obama, and I always have. He is an inspiration and - I honestly think - a good person. One of the few left. I agree with nearly everything he says, and I couldn't be happier he got the position he truly deserves. ily barack! yes, we can.