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Excuse me while I fall apart

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Name
Aiyana
Age
21
Gender
Female
Location
United States
Joined date
April 4th, 2009

I am flawed if i'm not free

This is where I scream from

i wanna be fixed, i wanna be broken

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Don't flatter yourself, sweetheart

I am offline

Sorry I've been gone so long everyone x_x I've been super busy. But! I promise I'll get back to updating. And! If you want.. you can always go to my quizilla account and read my stories there. Account name is: xxnotxxyourxxbabyxx. All of my stories should be up there, including all the chapters up to this date that I have posted so far. I never really got to posting everything on here... I just have a life -_- So please, if you like my stories, and really are too impatient for me to post them on here, then go there. Thanks ^-^

Hai...

I'm Aiyana...

I'm a writer...

I'm a witch...

I'm a priestess...

I'm weird...

One of my friends said the most complicated thing about me is that I'm not complicated....

Does anyone else wtf to that?

I've been to Romania. It was beautiful...

Anime is luvs...

I just realized the other day that almost all of my clothing is from Hot Topic...

I tend to change A LOT...

I’m 20...

Buuuut I don’t feel 20...

I feel about 16 on most days. And most people say I look anywhere from 12-16.

I wish I was a flower...

Or a marshmallow...

"If you feel sorry for me then make a beautiful flower bloom
I want to be someone anybody can love
There's no water for an ugly drying flower
A flower that only rots away won't leave a bud behind
My eyes are covered in darkness I'm writhing I'm getting crushed
If it was you if it were you
I thought you would help me out of here somehow
I was crying in the revolving lantern
The feeling you gave me
Was it just a dream born out of desire?
I will soon wither away without ever knowing..."

The Gazette
"Hana Kotoba"


Does anyone not think music is life? I see it on soooo many profiles...

the Gazette(I love Gazeboys...)
Dir en grey(listen to them. I've met them...)
Miyavi
An Cafe
D'espairsray
Girugamesh
Plastic Tree
Emmure
Drop Dead, Gorgeous

I am Ghost
Eyes Set to Kill
The Devil Wears Prada


Visual Kei... jrock... ^-^


Reita is the love of my life. I don't care if he doesn't even know I exist... I still adore him more than anything on this planet. I love him more than life and death all put together. If I ever see him... I WILL kidnap him. I mean he's small, I can take him... Ya ever notice how tiny these visual kei guys are? They're pocket sized ^-^ Adorable!

Huh... here's another list...

Video games(Squall (</3) )
Reita
candy
ice cream
Reita
scented markers
Reita
dancing
anime
Anime guys are mega hot too!
erm...
Scented markers
Rainbow colors
Clouds.
Stars.
Pink and black
patches
piercings
tattoos
friends

chocolate.
gummie bears.
Chocolate covered gummie bears...
Sprinkles.
Japanese guys.
Castlevania
Ichigo.
singing
dancing.
rain
snow
roses
pianos.
stuffed animals
hiccups
pandas.

And my favortie author EVER is H. P. Lovecraft. You should totally check out his stuff if you like sci-fi/horror/fantasy kinda stories. Mostly short stories too... So they don't even take long to read ^-^

My two other favorite series are:

The Ravenloft book series. It's fantasy/horror. Where else can you read about dragons AND vampires?

Annnnnnd Dragonlance. I totally heart Raistlin ^-^

meow ^-^

Stories

Falling in love is great. Unless it's with a demon...

Kira had a very normal, and very average life just trying to get through highschool. That is until she met the four demons guys who would offer her the choice to change her life forever...

Bride to a vampire? But I'm still in highschool!(Finished)

Just your normal girl gets kidnapped by hot vampire guy kinda story...


Princess of vampires? But I just got married!

The sequel to Bride to a vampire? But I'm still in highschool!
A couple of months into the future after the wedding and you've got a whole new set of problems including a neglectful vampire husband, some crazy hunters, the mysterious leader of those hunters, and maybe even a baby on the way!

xxAlicexx

My take on Alice in Wonderland. It's dark, twisted, and totally bloody in some parts...


Just another high school romance. This can't be good...

The first story I ever wrote. Read the description, it says it all... Simply put it's an, "I have to marry a big jerk, who's the complete opposite of me!" kinda arranged marriage story.

Tears can blind you... Smiles can break you...(coming soon!)(mostly written just needs posting)

My Ravenloft fanfic. If anyone likes Ravenloft then be warned I have changed things, and this story isn't exactly like what the books are. But it does have a lot of the big characters from the various books, and it's mostly vampire/werewolf based, since there seems to be a lot of them in it. Expect to see: Strahd, Azalin, Casimir, Tristan, and pretty much any other darklord that rules over the lands. Anyone who doesn't know what Ravenloft is... Well read the story and you might find out that you really like it. Reading the books is not required, because I do explain things as I go...


My Hero!(Coming soon!)(brand new!)

Not your normal superhero story... This one is in the girl's point of view. You're Kairi, the new girl in the city just starting college and the past is definately going to come back to haunt you... Or maybe... save you?


"Along with the painful things - almost to the point of forgetting - I'm thinking of you

I want to remain smiling like this somehow, without hurting you

Those emotions that had faded away with time,

I don't want to feel them again..."

the Gazette


It takes a lot to really get to know me... I have walls... I've been hurt more times than I'm willing to count, and am still suffering from a recent break-up... There's more to me than the pink, and hyper personality... Just not many people care to get past that stuff... My friends mean the world to me, and I absolutely wouldn't be living without them...

Stop me and steal my breath