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- Name
- Bridget
- Age
- 15
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- United States
- Joined date
- April 6th, 2009
About
Mood via songs (lolz): Nobody's Home- Avril Lavigne
Hi hi hi! Haven't updated this in like, foreverrrrrr. So that's what I'm doing now. Not that anyone probably reads this, but still. I'm bored. Anywayzzz....life is pretty boring. Actually that's a lie...life is...eventful? Anddd uneventful? It changess. School's good...it's still school but as far as school goes it's pretty sickk X]. It was boring at firstt, but I met some awesome peoplessss soo it's all good. What else...uumm..I really don't know....it's almost Christmas XD...thats excitinggg. Andd uummm...yeah. I will update this when I have something interesting to say. BYE! X]
the music is blasting
; the words of a million heartbreaks
screaming through the speakers - all the words
she doesn't have the strength to say. She closes her eyes
as a shiver goes down her spine, the tears threatening
to start. The door is locked and the lights are off. The
real world feels a million miles away. Everything is
spinning around in her head, the hurt and pain. How
could everything that had once been so perfect, turn
out to be so twisted? She remembered when she'd been
a little angel in her primary school, always ready for
something new. She'd run around with her friends in
the playground, laughing and screaming; the happiness
of childhood reflected in her pretty eyes. Her parents
were the best, she could always trust them.
She didn't even bother with boys, they were all
just friends. Love just meant giving someone your
last cookie or your favourite flower. Everyone
knew eachother and nobody was left out. Her
best friend was the absolute coolest. Looks didn't
matter; who cared about them when dancing in the rain,
rolling in the grass and running in the sand barefoot
was so much better? She used to walk through the
streets, swinging her little bag, smiling at the whole world.
Nothing got to that little girl; she was so full of life.
But now?
The girl who was top of the class just failed all her exams.
Her friends had moved on, they didn't even remember her
name anymore. All her parents seemed to do anymore was say
how disappointed they were. Her family couldn't be trusted
anymore, they wouldn't believe her anyway. Her once
glowing eyes became constantly blank, glancing at people
with an untrusting expression. Boys had fucked her
over enough, so much for "just friends". Everybody was
a fake - they were all too busy trying to fit in. Her
bestfriend had left, deciding she was too good for her.
Looks made the world go round; damn, if you weren't
beautiful then you were an outcast. The only time she ran
now was when she tried to escape from the haunting
memories; and when she walked, everybody knew that
she was just walking away.
"It's kinda like this...Because everything's possible, we can fuck up in all possible ways. All of us. You can hopelessly wish for dreams that will never come true. Or you can endlessly worry about shit that might never happen. It's all the same. You can chase the possibility of a dream to the point where you lose yourself. Or you can obsess on the possibility of despair until it consumes you. The melancholy fantastic, he calls it."
"I’m not going to be one of those people who sits around >>talking<< about what they’re gonna do.
I’m just going to do it.
... imagining the future is kind of a nostalgia
You spend your {[ whole life ]} stuck in the labyrinth of suffering,
thinking about how you’ll escape it one day
anD How awesome IT'LL Be,
and imagining that future keeps you going -- but you never do it.
you just use the future to escape the present."
I am the future head dictator of the world and founder of the new governmental system: The Purple Mongeese
Our amazing band. Or, WILL be our amazing bandd:
AIM- bridget x rockzz
Music=Life:
3 Days Grace
30 Seconds To Mars
3OH!3
AFI
Aiden
All Time Low
An Café
Anti-Flag
Avenged Sevenfold
Black Veil Brides
Blink-182
Blood On The Dance Floor
Blue October
Breaking Benjamin
Brightwood
Brokencyde
Boys Like Girls
Bullet For My Valentine
Camera Can’t Lie
Cartel
Cinema Bizarre
Cobra Starship
Cute Is What We Aim For
Danny Elfman
Dashboard Confessional
Death Cab For Cutie
Deceased Innocence(? lol)
Dir En Grey
Disturbed
Evanescence
Fall Out Boy
Flyleaf
Forever The Sickest Kids
Good Charlotte
Green Day
Hawthorne Heights
Hey Monday
H.I.M.
Hit The Lights
Holiday Parade
Incubus
Jeffree Star
Jimmy Eat World
Kill Hannah
Lifehouse
Linkin Park
Lost Prophets
Madina Lake
Mayday Parade
Metro Station
Million Year Echo
Motion City Soundtrack
Muse
My Chemical Romance
NeverShoutNever
Owl City
Panic At The Disco
Paramore
Quietdrive
Rise Against
Secondhand Serenade
Senses Fail
Simple Plan
SR-71
Stereo Skyline
Story Of The Year
Sum 41
Taking Back Sunday
t.A.T.u.
The Academy Is…
The Dresden Dolls
The Early November
The Fall Of Troy
The GazettE
The Last Goodnight
The London
The Maine
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
The Sleeping
The Used
This World Fair
Tokio Hotel
We The Kings
& sooooooooooooo many more it's not even funnyy...
Cinema Bizarre
Tokio Hotel
My Chemical Romance
30 Seconds To Mars
NeverShoutNever
All Time Low
Panic! At The Disco
Kill Hannah
Paramore
Hi hi hi! Haven't updated this in like, foreverrrrrr. So that's what I'm doing now. Not that anyone probably reads this, but still. I'm bored. Anywayzzz....life is pretty boring. Actually that's a lie...life is...eventful? Anddd uneventful? It changess. School's good...it's still school but as far as school goes it's pretty sickk X]. It was boring at firstt, but I met some awesome peoplessss soo it's all good. What else...uumm..I really don't know....it's almost Christmas XD...thats excitinggg. Andd uummm...yeah. I will update this when I have something interesting to say. BYE! X]
the music is blasting
; the words of a million heartbreaks
screaming through the speakers - all the words
she doesn't have the strength to say. She closes her eyes
as a shiver goes down her spine, the tears threatening
to start. The door is locked and the lights are off. The
real world feels a million miles away. Everything is
spinning around in her head, the hurt and pain. How
could everything that had once been so perfect, turn
out to be so twisted? She remembered when she'd been
a little angel in her primary school, always ready for
something new. She'd run around with her friends in
the playground, laughing and screaming; the happiness
of childhood reflected in her pretty eyes. Her parents
were the best, she could always trust them.
She didn't even bother with boys, they were all
just friends. Love just meant giving someone your
last cookie or your favourite flower. Everyone
knew eachother and nobody was left out. Her
best friend was the absolute coolest. Looks didn't
matter; who cared about them when dancing in the rain,
rolling in the grass and running in the sand barefoot
was so much better? She used to walk through the
streets, swinging her little bag, smiling at the whole world.
Nothing got to that little girl; she was so full of life.
But now?
The girl who was top of the class just failed all her exams.
Her friends had moved on, they didn't even remember her
name anymore. All her parents seemed to do anymore was say
how disappointed they were. Her family couldn't be trusted
anymore, they wouldn't believe her anyway. Her once
glowing eyes became constantly blank, glancing at people
with an untrusting expression. Boys had fucked her
over enough, so much for "just friends". Everybody was
a fake - they were all too busy trying to fit in. Her
bestfriend had left, deciding she was too good for her.
Looks made the world go round; damn, if you weren't
beautiful then you were an outcast. The only time she ran
now was when she tried to escape from the haunting
memories; and when she walked, everybody knew that
she was just walking away.
"It's kinda like this...Because everything's possible, we can fuck up in all possible ways. All of us. You can hopelessly wish for dreams that will never come true. Or you can endlessly worry about shit that might never happen. It's all the same. You can chase the possibility of a dream to the point where you lose yourself. Or you can obsess on the possibility of despair until it consumes you. The melancholy fantastic, he calls it."
"I’m not going to be one of those people who sits around >>talking<< about what they’re gonna do.
I’m just going to do it.
... imagining the future is kind of a nostalgia
You spend your {[ whole life ]} stuck in the labyrinth of suffering,
thinking about how you’ll escape it one day
anD How awesome IT'LL Be,
and imagining that future keeps you going -- but you never do it.
you just use the future to escape the present."
I am the future head dictator of the world and founder of the new governmental system: The Purple Mongeese
Our amazing band. Or, WILL be our amazing bandd:
AIM- bridget x rockzz
Music=Life:
3 Days Grace
30 Seconds To Mars
3OH!3
AFI
Aiden
All Time Low
An Café
Anti-Flag
Avenged Sevenfold
Black Veil Brides
Blink-182
Blood On The Dance Floor
Blue October
Breaking Benjamin
Brightwood
Brokencyde
Boys Like Girls
Bullet For My Valentine
Camera Can’t Lie
Cartel
Cinema Bizarre
Cobra Starship
Cute Is What We Aim For
Danny Elfman
Dashboard Confessional
Death Cab For Cutie
Deceased Innocence(? lol)
Dir En Grey
Disturbed
Evanescence
Fall Out Boy
Flyleaf
Forever The Sickest Kids
Good Charlotte
Green Day
Hawthorne Heights
Hey Monday
H.I.M.
Hit The Lights
Holiday Parade
Incubus
Jeffree Star
Jimmy Eat World
Kill Hannah
Lifehouse
Linkin Park
Lost Prophets
Madina Lake
Mayday Parade
Metro Station
Million Year Echo
Motion City Soundtrack
Muse
My Chemical Romance
NeverShoutNever
Owl City
Panic At The Disco
Paramore
Quietdrive
Rise Against
Secondhand Serenade
Senses Fail
Simple Plan
SR-71
Stereo Skyline
Story Of The Year
Sum 41
Taking Back Sunday
t.A.T.u.
The Academy Is…
The Dresden Dolls
The Early November
The Fall Of Troy
The GazettE
The Last Goodnight
The London
The Maine
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
The Sleeping
The Used
This World Fair
Tokio Hotel
We The Kings
& sooooooooooooo many more it's not even funnyy...
Cinema Bizarre
Tokio Hotel
My Chemical Romance
30 Seconds To Mars
NeverShoutNever
All Time Low
Panic! At The Disco
Kill Hannah
Paramore
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